I can't stop thinking
About you.
My mind is cluttered

Your dark as day tresses
Your sweet-supple-spicy lips
The way your eyes turn from brown to blue in seconds
Whenever I have a single moment of self doubt

I can hear you, feel you
The raspy highs and lows
Your smooth callous caress
How you're both small and giant all at once
Squeezing me in your tender arms

And you know everything
How a ***** kitchen angers and frustrates me
But my room is messy as ****
And the litter hasn't been changed in a week
You won't know how you understand a girl
Who never understood herself

Yet, I can't see you
Like that dark winter night freshman year
You're an image I can't fully grasp
I swear I'm looking everywhere
The picture was always fuzzy

I don't know if I'll meet you
My faraway fading future memory
Until we meet again
My sweet
My dear
My love

What's done is happened
Wonderful each time
But You need to leave

Please leave the scent of your skin
And Your wild hair
Your thoughts and dreams too
They inspire me like none other
That's a difficult quality to find
But You can leave

Leave Your tender touch
The beautiful toned muscle
Arching with every move
Toes curling, hair unfurling
Sheets tangled up in the heat
But You can leave