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859 · Apr 2016
On Assumptions
Maman Screams Apr 2016
When my time is up,
forgive me from such a failure i am,
You earn them all
You sure the most deserving pretty,
Im ignorant and stubborn to keep repeatedly breaking you into fragiles bits
Never actually wanted to wait
Nor listen before the piston blew it
So tell me am I human or are this missing pieces
Trapped in another men's hopes and dreams 
Are we simply made of rainbows and sweets
But ome thing for sure,
They're both are temporary
This words won't deceive me
But the other one will leave us a mark
As for the entire time  
Well spent assuming.

Maman Screams

Copyright 2016
854 · Mar 2016
MY HEART IM SORRY IT'S TRUE
Maman Screams Mar 2016
You never actually listen about what i have to say
Have i ever not listen to every single you left words unsaid?
Am I not being strong for us when im still seen not here but as if complaining about what my heart tears
Do you fail to realise that you were the one trying to push me away
When I was just there trying not to interfere
Why do you always say that because due to my feelings feel make me have change
When i was still the same person since the begining and never once you heard my heart whistling
So why do you say all this or is this due to what your heart actually fears
For all this while i've been kissing your forehead at nights and that didnt bothered at first
Then you kept telling me not to have feelings towards you
When actualy the truth
i've never ever ever i remember saying i love you
Its always every time we fight that I let out my feelings that you took in as excuses
Dont you see all this while ive never complained about you
Doesn't that show I praised god that he picks me to have someone as perfect as you
Could this be my very last fate written by you
For my feelings will never speak to you
If my apologies you still refuse
For Im sorry I wont speak
I love you
Till
I forgived by you

Maman Screams
Copyright 2016
28 march 2016
772 · Apr 2014
Lying Reality
Maman Screams Apr 2014
I dream of a place
Peaceful and safe
Nowhere to be found
In this filthy place
Darkness and evil
That lies in my face
For I really wish
To be there in your place

Oh where oh where
Have my dreams forsaken me
For I do not wish
To stay awake
The truth of this lie
Will never escape
For I've seen
The lies that slip away

So before
I close my eyes today
I pray
That I won't go astray
For this lies
I've seen won't go away
I hope
The truth will find it's way

@2014 Maman Screams
746 · Jan 2014
24 Hours
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Here I go again
Heavy heart dragging its way

It may only be for a day
But the memories locked
Will be out on its way

I hated the thoughts of bars
Or walls with that cold filthy floors

I know it'll only be just a day
Will you wait for me
Even if the clock ticks away

24 hours is all it takes
For me to be back in your arms again

©2014 Maman Screams
745 · Dec 2013
Pictures Capturing Words
Maman Screams Dec 2013
We'll talked in riddles,
Poetry emotions guides us through.
Your words are beautiful,
Rhyming my day so smooth.

Your smiles illuminates,
My skies shine bright.
Rainbows and unicorns,
Fantasies alike.

You created my world,
With your  rhythms and blues.
Like a polaroid filmed us two,
I'll forever treasure you

©2013 Maman Screams
741 · Jul 2015
A Game For You
Maman Screams Jul 2015
Playing a game that fits for two,
I'll pick a card & you'll make your move.
Loving you couldn't be set by rules,
It wasn't a game when I said I love you.

©2013 Maman Screams

Repost from my old collections
Really love this short piece
733 · Dec 2013
I Wish (New Year Eve)
Maman Screams Dec 2013
A new year awaits
Some word you've said
still stays vividly in my head

I hope your new year eve would be great
I'll be praying for your safety
And happiness from far away

I know i would be just dreaming
For a wishful thinking
From my deepest feelings
To see you when the clock strike
Its melodious midnight ding

Welcoming us to a brand new year
Reviving our dreams worth living

Amin

©2013 Maman Screams
Call me a fool for this wishful thinking which I'm hopelessly hoping for it to come true. This is my only wish for my new year eve.
716 · Dec 2013
Forgetting What's Real
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I brought you into my world
You saw it through at every angle
You were the one that wanted to feel
How I survived this pain throughout this years
We weren't dreaming when I reeled you in
In fact I reminded you to

                                             Just stop
                                                   &
                              Take a second to breathe
              Remember the feel you brought from reality


Before, during and after the trip
I'll still fight for this love that I've dream
Or maybe you forget about our

                                             Acid Kiss

                                  ©2013 Maman Screams
710 · Feb 2014
The Boy Who Never Grew
Maman Screams Feb 2014
I've met a young boy in the valley of ghost
Caught in the vines wrap with his hopes
No sign of defeat he ever barely shows
A masquerade ball of masks and robes
Glows from his eyes made of pure solid gold
Dripping of tears he poured out his soul
Years have gone passed
Admiring him from my room
Where there once stood a young boy
Now just vines filled with reckless *****
As I shut my door closed
There he was standing root
No longer there's vines
No longer wrapping his foot
I tried to reach as he reached out too
Only to be separated by a barrier glued
We sat and we look admiring both views
His mimicking skills copying my every move
Agitating me making me feel like a fool
I search for an object
An object that I could threw
To break this barrier and call for a truce
I found a bottle perfectly on cue
Mustering all strength before I finally threw
Breaking the barrier shattering beneath my foot
No boy I could see just my old empty room
I smiled of satisfaction
As I look down at my foot
And there he was in cracks of pools
Smiling back up
He smiled at me too

@2014 Maman Screams
703 · Dec 2013
Fishes On Land
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Swim away
New adventures awaits
This sea of tears
Are our getaway
What swept you down
Was just a wave
I'll hold you up
Never leaving you astray

©2013 Maman Screams
699 · Jan 2014
Music Melts
Maman Screams Jan 2014
Adrenaline rush hits me
To the brink of this air
I'm gasping
I'm at the bottom
This rocky edges cuts
I'm bleeding
Where it all begins
This sweet bitter endings
You're dreaming
This could be it
Sweet escape serenity
We're living
If you're wondering
If my heart not thinking
It is you, I'm loving
Just remember
I'll be there
When the music starts
Melting...

©2014 Maman Screams
684 · Dec 2013
One Dead Away
Maman Screams Dec 2013
You've tried but you've failed,
You seek revenge with your faith.
You've climb but you frailed,
And now you took your life away.

©2013 Maman Screams
664 · Dec 2013
Mourning Glory
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Lost hopes for the phonies
Lost loves for the tragedies
Dont be fooled by this words I'm scribbling
For is death I seek in the morning

©2013 Maman Screams
650 · Dec 2013
FUCK YOU
Maman Screams Dec 2013
PERIOD

©2014 Maman Screams
636 · Dec 2013
In Due
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Tick..

Tock..

Tick.. Tock.. Tick..

...

The clock is ticking
Tick tock tick
Waiting is what that seem so real
For giving you up is not part of the deal
Forever a day until the clock

Tick tock tick...

©2013 Maman Screams
627 · Dec 2013
Puzzled .....
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Refusing my eyes from its sleep
For I'm not too sure which realm I'm in
Familiar vicinity, I think they're real
Busy road, ***** pavements, empty faces
They should be real shouldn't it...
This bright sky above me
Why are you so high beyond reach
I'm trying to figure out which realm I'm in
I thought this light should be guiding me?
This fingertips grasp everything it hits
But something is just still missing
Will I find it if I let this deceiving eyes to sleep
But wouldn't I be ending up dreaming?
If dreams are reality
Which realm am I currently in?
But if even when I start to dream
What if it's still not real?
Wait...
Isn't this somewhere I've been in?
If this is...
What I think it is
Hush my mind
You never understood what's in between
Even this poem not making any beat
Just simply pause everything
Give me a second to breathe
Oh ****...
I shouldn't be writing this...

©2013 Maman Screams
615 · Dec 2013
Solitary Moments
Maman Screams Dec 2013
This path of wilderness,
It lies ahead of me.                
This path that I've chosen,
Wasn't mine to begin with.

What lies before me,  
Was tale that to story.
What dies behind me,
Was sorrow that was never bury    

So before I set sail on my journey,
For I would like to say I'm sorry.
I've never meant to hide my glories.
For actually the truth, I'm now full of miseries

So if you could spare me a living
All I need is just sincerity
For that is enough, to keep me on breathing..

©2013 Maman Screams
This was actually written on 17th August 2011
605 · Dec 2013
Acid Kiss
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

You're entering my realm of fantasy
Are we dreaming
Or
Living
Only you have the key

Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

All I need is for you to feel
&
Repeat the words that I just speak

You're awake
You forget
Trying to figure
Which side you're in
You're hearing
A familiar voice
It rings
Gently
&
Loving
These are the words it speaks
Don't you forget
But I shall just repeat

Just stop
&
Take a second to breathe
Remember the feel you brought from reality

Only you have the key
To your own reality

©2013 Maman Screams
596 · Dec 2013
Hope's A Nomad Faith
Maman Screams Dec 2013
If ever a day
I'll be taken away
Don't you shed a tear for me
It'll be a waste
Wherever you are
For I'll pray
Your safety & health
Will always be great
All that I hope
Is now left to faith
For is faith
That I hope to stay awake
Give me a chance
To take you away
For I'll sacrifice
Everything for your sake

©2013 Maman Screams
594 · Dec 2013
More Than Just A Letter
Maman Screams Dec 2013
I got my stamp with me
Sending a postage without an addressee
Who is it for?
I could hear them whispering
After I'm done
Licking this stamp subtlety
Then I remember the addressee was me.

For now please do excuse me,
As I  need to go for a short trip.

©2013 Maman Screams
587 · Dec 2013
You and I
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Trust me
Believe me
But never doubt me
Kiss me
Hug me
But never hurt me
Love me
Miss me
But never hate me

Hold you
Kiss you
I'm thinking of you
Want you
Need you
I'm dreaming of you
Love you
Miss you
All I want is
You and I

©2013 Maman Screams
572 · Jan 2014
I LOVE YOU
Maman Screams Jan 2014
That's all that matter to me most.*

©2014 Maman Screams
540 · Dec 2013
Rainbows & Knuckles
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Lets try & play pretend for a day,
You'll walk in mine & I'll follow suit.
We travel to a place so far away, 
With new adventures just me and you.

We'll seek nirvana without a clue,
Just rainbows & knuckles to guide us through.
All we need from this world of fools,
Is our love together forever and true.

©2013 Maman Screams
487 · Dec 2013
A Day Today
Maman Screams Dec 2013
The busy corporate world awaits
As I smoke this puff away
Your destiny will decide your fate
As a new chapter starts today

©2013 Maman Screams
473 · Dec 2013
Missing Smiles
Maman Screams Dec 2013
You've never knew how much I love you
How much this heart goes out for you
Never did I expect anything from you
Even though when I'm hurting it's cool
I know this love for you its true
Even when you told me it's too soon
I'm still patiently waiting for you
Even if this poem rhyme no tune
S.miles

©2013 Maman Screams
471 · Dec 2013
Vulnerably In Love
Maman Screams Dec 2013
A step foot wrong
For will I fall*

©2013 Maman Screams
424 · Dec 2013
A Game For You
Maman Screams Dec 2013
Playing a game that fits for two,
I'll pick a card & you'll make your move.
Loving you couldn't be set by rules,
It wasn't a game when I said I love you.

©2013 Maman Screams

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