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 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
lina S
dark
 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
lina S
Since the lights went out it has only been getting Darker .
 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
Alex
Today is the one day of the year when all your romantic notions come to die slow, brutal, merciless and ****** deaths and all one can do is stand by watching. On this day, each year, over the span of two decades, the hope and belief in such a holiday dwindles as time goes by. Bit by crumbling bit, the desires and the wishes of a hopeless romantic falls away into the abyss of nothingness and soon, I will be swallowed up by darkness— a skeptic, a cynic; bitter to my own lonely end.
my body was not made
to be loved on occasion,
but to be devoured by warm hands
and grasped by sharp features.
you were meant to love me,
to be my savior
in times of indecision
or constraint.

now you are but a whisper
in a world full of screaming children,
waiting for their mothers to come
home.

*t.m.v
See the world for What it is,
not for What we want it to be.
He stands before her
Like a man sent to the gallows
Head bent, looking unkempt
(Supposedly?) the posture of guilt

His mouth weaves together
Floral wreaths of honey
To be tucked into her hair
Or placed above his coffin
After his death
While his calculating brain is hoping
Her x-ray eyes cannot see through his act,
His esophagus, and into his stomach
Still digesting his last meal
Served by the prison officer
Consisting of a woman who
Smelled like drugs and roses except
The flowers sold outside now
Have lost their smell
- - -

"How will I know he won't leave me again?"
"You won't."
 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
aviisevil
Everything that I feel today
Hides somewhere in my past
I try but it just won't go away
I can feel breaking of my heart

There's so much Inside
But I've got nothing to say
Every whisper that I hide
Makes me not want to stay

What of these cold desires
When my dreams are no-more
Sometimes I can't feel the fire
Maybe I can't get hurt anymore

Of all those morning blues
That clings to me ever-more
Every night I dream of you
Now every memory is cold

I feel like I don't belong
In this world I was born
I watch it pass me by
And I am left so alone
There's no hand to hold
As I walk to the edge of it all
There's a noose around my neck
I hope it breaks my fall


Everything that I know
Is the unknown to my eyes
As I wander along and away
I build a home in my lies

I tried to hold on
But the chains scared my hand
In silence I was gone
And nobody could ever understand

Every promise is broken
As I tear a hole in my skin
Every door now is open
But I'm still trapped within

In my own induced illusion
I see what never was
My life is now a confusion
Never been this lost



What have I become
Just an unfamiliar face
In the mirror I seek someone
But can't see through this haze
There's nothing to hold now
As I walk to the edge of it all
My eyes are lost and blind
But I can still see me fall
Notes (optional)
 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
Sjr1000
We walked
Outside to a cold winter night
Sky
To smoke
One last cigarette
You softly cried
I knew why.
We found Orion
Winter high
In the Eastern sky.

There is a dark spot
Within his belt
Thought forever dark
But actually a path
To the ancient ancestors
Of galaxies past
Whose light began
Long before
Our sun and earth and moon
Were born.

We smoked our cigarette
Wondered about it all
As we always had.
And on this night of farewell
And cold clear winter skies
Orion and it all
The only enormity
Matched
Was this moment of our love
And
Our last goodbye.
 Feb 2014 Maman Screams
lina S
Smoke

      Music

           Night lights
                                                  Could almost mistake this for *love
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