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m X c Jan 2020
My fault that I was careless
To let someone hold my hand
And he will let go sooner as I know.

My fault that I was so open
To let someone come into my life
And He will walk out sooner as I know.

My fault that I softly get attached
To him as soon as I met him
And knowing that he will not be there always

My fault that I was so sad
Until I met him, and made him as my happiness
As he told me, I can be without him

My fault that I fall for him
And knowing that we have different world
And knowing that he’s not sure of me

My fault for being sad, being selfish, being ME.
And my fault for forgetting how happy I am before letting him come into my life.

My fault for loving someone
And not knowing that I am not yet fully loved
By myself.

And now I knew I lost myself before and even worst I lost my soul too.
Be fully healed and fully love yourself.
m X c Jan 2020
Almost a year ago.
“If suicide is not a sin,
I might not be writing this now.”

Now
“I want to rest now, I don’t think I can still fight.
I’m giving up now. But I’m scared. Can I have a hug?. Before I go to rest”
Please don’t be weak like me, you’re fighter but not me.
  Jan 2020 m X c
Jayantee Khare
People
go away,
eventually!
But
how they part?
It stays,
eternally!!
Always part with people with happy note,
For you never know it may be last meeting....
  Dec 2019 m X c
John Edward Smallshaw
I haven't got the words,

nope
that's not right,
I've got the words,
but don't know how to use them,
can't get the pen to fuse them
to the ink.
  Dec 2019 m X c
Angel
Every time I open my eyes
I can see so many lies
But every time I look at the sky
I can see the truth in my eyes

One day I can get over,
with this lonely nights
Someday I will see the light,
That will be going to rise    

Dreams that so far
Will going to be my part
Hopes that so high
I will be going to reach that so right
I know God will guide me in this journey.
  Dec 2019 m X c
Mari
My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know

People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy

Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me

Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart

I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces 
of a love that never was
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