I’m not here declaring my undying love for you.
That feeling was long long gone.
I sought the kind of relationship you had promised
We would have before I ever knew if your words were true.
I miss us as I remember how it used to be.
I still hear your voice saying "it’s just a phase..."
And I’m still trying to believe you.
The beauty you felt for my smile must have
Faded from your eyes with each day.
I started looking for answers & for solutions
Towards things that were not broken.
I continue to put you first even though you'd made me last.
I wish I could've been enough.
I just want to set the record straight, i don’t want you back. I am writing because, honestly, I have lots of things I am thankful for because of you.
I may or may not find my happily ever after, but I am hopeful.