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lost cause Mar 2016
to my beautiful mess -
you were my rock when I was weak, you were my anchor when I was crazy, you were my calm when I was wild.. but I never got to show you because my pride stood in my way. I look for you still, and hope one day to find you.. but until that day comes.. I wish you the best.. I love you
lost cause Apr 2018
i’m so tired
of the way i live,
with no sense of purpose
like a book with no end

but once i met you
my life was reborn,
i feel that suddle spark
i once felt before

and although i am frightened
by the power you hold,
i will give you all of me
in hopes you will love me whole
lost cause Jan 2017
i look to the sky as if it has all my answers
the sunrise, the sunset, the stars
but what if it lays further then the eye
what if its what you feel when you look into the sky.
lost cause Jan 2017
you are not mine,
but sometimes
i pretend that
you wish you were

i created this dream
that you secretly
wanted me

but i often forget
its just something
i've made up
lost cause Jan 2019
look up,
you’ll see the stars
look down,
you’ll see the grass
look back,
you’ll see your past
look ahead,
you’ll see your future
i see you
in every direction
you are there
lost cause Mar 2016
today I sat in an empty parking lot listening to everyone of your favorite songs.. guess I'm not over you
lost cause Dec 2015
I can't stand when she plays The Weekend because all I think about is how you pressed your body on mine for the first time, when you turned on the music and kissed me up and down my body until I was weightless
lost cause Dec 2015
Christmas is worse then i expected.. With you not here I feel so neglected. Not a gift to open nor a hand to hold, I wish you were here just for one kiss... Slow..
lost cause Feb 2016
put me in your world so I can forget about mine
lost cause Jan 2019
if i wrote my future
all would be changed
from the way i was raised
to the thoughts in my brain
if i wrote my future
no love would be lost
so i’d stand right beside you
no matter the cost
if i wrote my future
i’d bring nothing but peace
and save you from sorrow
and the darkness that creeps
if i wrote my future
you’d still be here
but you wrote my future
and i did nothing
but stare
lost cause Dec 2015
Smoking causes my bad memory, so until then I'll smoke until I forget you
lost cause Feb 2016
walking away from you is like walking with your feet cemented to the ground
lost cause Jan 2016
she fell in love with the over confident, cocky, big headed all of 5'9 and 130 pounds of me.. we did everything together we snuck around, we tried new things together, we loved.. we lived ....  it was when I started changing to be more of " her type " when we started fighting.. we fought day in and day out .. until I changed her .. and then she slipped away.. I will never give up on that girl.. the one that got away..
lost cause Dec 2015
sleep easy, love hard, kiss slowly and reach for the stars
lost cause Nov 2019
i used to be independent
making every move on my own.
but now i seek help/guidance on everything i need done.
i wanna say i lost myself
but i don’t know where.
it’s almost as if the further i get away from you i slowly disappear.
it’s been years since i’ve even seen you, or heard your soft voice.
but i know you still think of me because you’ll check on me every few months.
i tell you i’m doing great because in reality i am.
but beneath the layers there’s pain that i don’t think anyone knows that’s there.
i try to stay busy and keep people near
but i have so much emotion that it’s hard to conceal.
i still run from my problems if you ever wondered
i don’t have the strength to face them head on.
i lost that in you and never regained that.
but one thing you did teach me is how to love deep and that is something i’ll never forget
just like you
i’ll never forget.
lost cause Jan 2016
my love for her will never fade, I'll watch her grow from day to day. but respect has finally gone away with every diss she had to say.

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