Much like dancing fireflies
Thoughts of you light my dark

©  2019 Jim Davis

her heart was filled with rocks
stones of many kinds
a heart so very heavy
she was running out of time
she needed his love
she needed it now
her heart was so heavy
it weighed her down
it hurt to walk
it hurt to breathe
she still had
things to see
she loved his eyes
and his lovely dark hair
whenever she saw him
she couldn't help but stare
her lips ached
they ached for him
a taste of his love
a taste of his skin
she was so weighed down
she knew she'd drown
in pretty blue eyes
and locks of dark brown
she couldn't help
but obsess over him
such little time
lights growing dim
i need you

and it hurts
and i dont know what i did wrong
did i do anything wrong?
of course i did
because im stupid
and selfish
and
stop
stop
stop
you're not
i mean
im not
but neither are you
im sorry
i want you to be happy

there's the end to every word,
the end to a sentence,
the end of every story,
so it is now,
the end
of us.

-wonderwall-

im sorry
i am so ******* sorry
im sorry for the way you see things
im sorry that i thought that maybe i was the only one who understood you when nobody else did
im sorry that i was wrong
im sorry im blaming your illness on you
im sorry for feeling like im about to cry
im sorry that you wont read this
im sorry that you dont understand how ******* great you are
im sorry
im so
so so
so
so
so
so
so
s
os
soso
sososo
soso
so
sososos
os
oso
s
soso
­so
sorry