Anastasia

Anastasia Aug 2019

My head
Is pounding
It hurts
Perhaps
I shouldn't have
Hit it
Over
  Ove r
  O v E r
   O   V  E r
O V e R
Again
Against a concrete wall

#concrete #wall #hurt #head #hit #pound

Anastasia Aug 2019

I wish I could create something beautiful

I wish I could feel okay

I wish I could be loved

I wish I could be happy

I wish I could breathe

#wish

Anastasia Aug 2019

Empty

Anastasia Aug 2019

Untitled

It's new,
This
Self harm thing
But I feel like I've done it forever
It feels like
An old friend
Filling me with p o I s o n

Anastasia Aug 2019

Untitled

It hurts
But I gotta do it
I don't know why
But hurting myself
Is
Inevitable

Anastasia Aug 2019

Untitled

I want
To feel nothing

But I want to FEEL something

Anastasia Aug 2019

Special

They all
...
Love you
...
In some way

So I guess I'm not special

#not #special #love