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I’ve been carrying
a weight on my shoulders,
which I don’t remember lifting.

Black smoke rises from my sizzling skin.

You stoke the fire, but deny the arson.

Stifled screams
pile up inside of me,
turning my ribcage
into chambers of torment.

Blow up.
Shatter.
Cracked bone.
Poison blood.
Lived memory.

I hear the collective howl
of thousands
of women before me.

Underneath the rage, there is longing.

Pain
pours out of me in blood
staining the soil.

Our Mother absorbs it.
And yet still,
she grows flowers.

Why can’t we take
even one step closer?

I’m tired of reaching
my hands out
through the aether.

Come find me.

I’ll wait
at the scorched golden field
where fury and yearning meet.

Glowing through the fever smoke.
I looked
in the cracks
of my mirror
and saw
compulsive attachments
to things
slightly unhealthy;
A mask
to a pain
innate,
repulsive.

I long
to expose
my unearthing;
The marrow of the bone -
from the unreachable core
to the ore of my tissue.

To admit
that I don’t really miss
Anyone;
But a once-in-a-lifetime chance
to find home.
To be loved completely.
And
to be loved whole.
Oh, to breathe freely enough
to release the creatures that live in our heads.

To learn to accept the gift of the ocean
while something deep still longs for the mountain.

To dream away the blues in daylight,
till the sun falls and dreams turn into stars
we can pick with our hands,
rearrange and create our own constellations.

Oh, to remain childlike, with wondering eyes,
leaving no stone unturned.

To walk the path unfolding -
bare-footed, bare-hearted, bare-naked.
Mistakes are cool.
I call them redirections—
the grail that holds the potential
for all our reinventions.

What if they come
to remind us
of our heart’s true intentions—
the dreams we dream of
but never dare mention?

Maybe they even point
to the answers we seek
to our big, eternal questions.

We tread carefully,
trying so hard to avoid learning the lesson-
and yet
we never truly pay attention.

Do we?

We’re bound by the world’s imposed expectations,
But honestly—
how do we ever find the Connection
if we keep performing the dance
with such dedication?

Where is the mess?
The mire and distress?
The indigestible tension
that pulls the guttering out of us
and spills like infection?

I think we mis-took our mis-takes
for downfalls.
What if we defied the convention?

What if we’re missing
the gist of it;
the heartline to freedom—
the road to revelation?
Αχ ρε μωρό…
Αν μπορούσες να δεις στον καθρέφτη μας
πόσο τρυφερά σε βλέπω εγώ.
Πόσο λυπάμαι που κρύβεσαι όταν σκάει το πυροτέχνημα
γιατί φοβάσαι τους κρότους.
Πόσο πονάω που δεν δέχεσαι τα όμορφα που συμβαίνουν.

Πως ρε μωρό…
Μόνος παλεύεις το αναπόφευκτο,
μόνος μάχεσαι δαίμονες φτιαχτούς στο μυαλό σου,
χτυπώντας τα χέρια στον αέρα σαν μικρό παιδί.
Μόνος με σπρώχνεις μακριά σου.

Δεν σε αδικώ…
όντως, το φως τυφλώνει
όταν είναι πολύ δυνατό.

Στο κάτω-κάτω…
Μετά από χρόνια,
όταν θα έχεις ξεχάσει το άρωμά μου
και θα έχεις πείσει τον εαυτό σου
ότι μείναμε φίλοι,
εμένα θα μου αρκεί να θυμάμαι
πως κάπου-κάπου,
ίσως άξιζε ο χρόνος που χάσαμε μαζί.
Αν κάπου-κάπου,
αγαπηθήκαμε για μια στιγμή
στ’ αλήθεια.

Κι αν ακόμα
δεν μπορέσεις να με βρεις
στα μισά του δρόμου
που αρνείσαι να βαδίσεις,
να ξέρεις
ότι σ’ αγάπησα εγώ,
κι ας μην μπόρεσες εσύ
ποτέ να μ’ αγαπήσεις.
I heard
Winds chime for those
with a tendency to feel things too deeply.
Every time it clanged,
I felt you right here.
Reaching.
I think
I’ve done a poor job
accepting
a need to be loved so completely.
Spinning.
Spinning
to outrun you,
to outrun me,
to climb somewhere high enough
where only the wind might greet me.
Breathing.
Breathing.
Breathing.
Once on the Path again,
sunbound
even for just a heartbeat,
leaving it feels like losing a friend.

May we be
brave enough to see the signs,
wild enough to trust them
all the way back to our hearts.

May we be
light enough for spindrift
to twirl us up into the air
and may we, violently or gently, land
just where we’re meant to.
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