Green comes in waves
Rolling over the ground
Slinking through the trees
Hiding in between branches
Meant to be buried in snow
It's too warm
To be winter
There is no cold
There is no white
There is no grey
Only green

A Christmas without snow
Is like a diamond without coal
Incomplete
Nonexistent

Christmas
Shistmas
I have no wishlist
All I need is some christmas cheer
Too bad there wont be any left
For the rest of the year

Long time no see
As if that should mean something
Dried tears
Silly fears
Nothing you should know
But you find out anyways
Long time no see
Whats that supposed to mean?
you see me every day
I only see you
In my dreams

No empathy
No love
Just hate
Just pain
Where your heart was supposed to grow
Only darkness glows

No word
No word has come
No sleep
No rest
No peace
No quiet
A storm of thoughts
Regularly blowing through my mind
What if's
How come's
Churning at the fore front of my brain
A battle of words and situations
I cannot bring myself to face
Still I can not say if this is for your sake or mine
No word
No word from you has come
And so my mind will spin
A tornado
Ferocious
Dull
Numb
Waiting for your word to come

Hello?
Knock knock
Are you drunk again?
Asleep on your bed garbage can by your side

Hello?
Knock knock
Are you hung over again?
Sitting in a dark room face pale head hung low

Hello?
Knock knock
Are you crying again?
Rocking in a corner waiting for me to help you

Hello?
Knock knock
I slowly push in the door

Hello?
I was right
Nursing a bottle crying in the corner
Once again I help

Bottle from your hand
Draw you a bath
Coffee in your cup
Food on the table
Bottles and ***** cleared
Broken glass swept away
Leave again and wait
Wait for tomorrow...