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scared Sep 2015
In school. Watching all the faces go by one by one.
Just watching them smile and laugh.
I just keep walking, listening  to my music.
Not giving one care in the world.
No one sees the pain I'm in.
No one seems to care.
Every day goes by one day at a time.
Everything is going by so slow.
Nothing is really happening.
Everyone is making fun of me for the way i dress and express myself.
No one will really know me.
No one really cares to know me.
Everyone justs walks by knowing something is wrong but never asks anything.
scared Sep 2015
Please tell me why you do this to me.
Tell me why you played me.
Please tell me...
You told me that you loved me.
You said forever.
Why did you lie to me about this....
Why did you do this to me to make my heart break..
I hate this feeling.
I feel betrayed..
I don't know what to do
I don't think i can trust you now..
I know that you weren't happy now.
I know that you did not care.
I now know that you and your friends are not to be trusted
Thank you for showing the real you
Thank you for breaking my heart.
Thank you for making me hate you.
Thanks Jordan for breaking my heart...
scared Aug 2015
Why do you have to play me?
you know that i feel more for you than you think.
you just dont understand
I dont want to be "just friends"
it makes me so mad when all he wants is *** and *** only.
he just wants my body not my time or love.
uhg. he ****** me off majorly sorry this is sort of a rant.
  Aug 2015 scared
Jeni
When we dance
I'm drowning
Warm chocolate
Eyes draw me in
Swallowing me
A warm embrace
Dark
Mystery
Mixed with a sprinkle
Of salt, flirtation
melted
And smooth admiration,
The enigma
Of being lost but found
All at once.

With each step
The cliff crumbles
Until I've fallen
Into the the sparkling mystery
The fiery gaze
The heady dance
Again.

No longer do I stumble, only
Because I'm constantly
Free-falling
Deeper.

Inhalation
Choke on confusion
Cold refusal
Cautious desire
The chill of the night
Sprints down my spine.

Confusion
Repels
The desire and refusal
Like oil in water
Pushing away
The others.

Exhalation
The desire holds
My heart
With a wild strength
Like steel.
Steals my lungs
Battles the confusion
Harbored there
And stays in my chest
Content
Like a dragon in its cavern to
Celebrate at last
Its victory
With eternal flame and glory.

I'm still in free fall
But it's like
Being on a cloud
Forever and in
A moment
Every single time
I catch your eye
For a second
Too long
It's been since we danced
But when we do,
I think I'll know
This whole experience
Has been
Worth it.

Every moment.

I'm still drowning
But I'm not scared
Anymore
Because of your hand on my waist
And your eyes
Holding mine
I know
All is well.
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