I think I hit the point in life where,
I'm just done.

I cried,
I fought,
I tried,

But everything is crashing down.

My demons are screaming louder.
Trying to eat away the rest of me.

and this time,
I'm not going to fight back.

so..
I guess,
I'm about to get jumped,
But i deserve the beatings i get..

My Best Wasn't Enough










                                                                          I get that.

So many lies,



                                     The truth?
                                                      
            
                                                                  It don't even matter anymore.

But you gotta get ride of these hoes for me.

But you gotta get ride of these hoes for me.

When
                                              i say that i
                                             hate myself
                                             i don't want
                                              you to say
                                                   that i
                                   am beautiful and great
                                i know   that i am not   any of
                                that        i am me and    that
                                is the      problem i am   going
                                to be       the problem      until
                                 the       day that i die      which
                                 i do      hope is soon        and    
                                 if it        works, I''m so      sorry
                                 that          i couldn't stay     and
                                  that        i couldn't have    been
                                  any        happier­    believe    me
                                   I            tried so     hard to   be
                                                 strong       but i
                                                 fear            i can't
                                                 keep          this
                                              ­   lie up         any
                                                  more       ­   i am
                                                  so, so         sorry
                                                  but i            just
                                               ­    want          to die
                                                  please     ­      let me.