When
                                              i say that i
                                             hate myself
                                             i don't want
                                              you to say
                                                   that i
                                   am beautiful and great
                                i know   that i am not   any of
                                that        i am me and    that
                                is the      problem i am   going
                                to be       the problem      until
                                 the       day that i die      which
                                 i do      hope is soon        and    
                                 if it        works, I''m so      sorry
                                 that          i couldn't stay     and
                                  that        i couldn't have    been
                                  any        happier­    believe    me
                                   I            tried so     hard to   be
                                                 strong       but i
                                                 fear            i can't
                                                 keep          this
                                              ­   lie up         any
                                                  more       ­   i am
                                                  so, so         sorry
                                                  but i            just
                                               ­    want          to die
                                                  please     ­      let me.