what if the sky went pink
and the birds stopped their chirping
if the world stopped its turning
what if i took your hand
and pulled you closer
if i held you forever
what if i kissed you then?
just before the sun slept
before the crickets sang
and important things
began to happen?
what if
what if we had that moment
that one second
of just
us?

i watched you stand around.

the snow was falling around you.

your smile.

was everything.

your cheeks were so rosy red.

and you walked away.

.

and i saw you

.

standing next to her.


i really thought i was over her by then.

and i felt my heart,

d r o p .


i really wasnt anything to you right.

you.

the girl.

i really wasnt anything to you.



i thought we had something.

that we could be friends.

but g o d.

i really wasnt anything towards you.


and i missed seeing your rosy cheeks in the glistening snow.

bro it's been what now, 8 years?

8. *******. years.

i still like you.


just been shoving it down for the longest time.


i know you dont feel the same way.


so.

i made this account for us.

to tell people how much i loved you

how you were mine

without you knowing.

i bragged and bragged on how my girlfriend is the best

how she’s amazing.

how she makes my day by just smiling.



and she’s gone.

i’ve lost all of my safe spots.

i can hear your sobs behind the door.

are you okay?