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leeannejjang Nov 2017
Tired.
I’m getting tired for shallow reasons.
Feels like the soil has tentacles
And it’s pulling me down.
Beneath the cold ground.

Bury me.
Bury my entire body.
Let it numb.
Let my soul be eaten by eternal darkness.

No, don’t save me.
I want to be there.
Lifeless body.
Souless.
Numb.

Let no light in.
It stings when it hits me.
Don’t touch me.
Your warmth will make me alive.

Let my skin be cold as the snow.
Let my lips turn to pale blue.
Let my eyes turn white.
Let my body devour every last drop of my blood.
leeannejjang Nov 2017
Isang linggo.
Isang linggo lang tumagal ang relasyon natin.
Pitong araw lang nagawan mo ako bitawan.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo ako kinain ng galit.
Sa iyo at sa babae mo.
Sa nakaraan **** pinili kaysa sa akin.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo puro patawad ang nairinig ko sa iyo.
Andali sabihin tulad noon sanabi mo mahal mo ko.

Isang linggo.
Isang linggo ako umiyak.
Dahil sa mga pangako mo na napako.

Isang linggo.
Hindi ko kaya kalimutan lahat ng nagawa mo sa isang linggo.

Sakit.
Galit.
Lungkot.
Isang linggo lang naitanim mo sa puso ko yan.
leeannejjang Nov 2017
You were blinded by what you called Love.

A love that imprisoned you for years.
We thought you were finally free,
But you go back to the cage on your own will.

You accepted hate.
But you got angry when hate was thrown at her.
Saying I don’t understand what she is going through.
That she is in pain.

How about you?
Before you stand on her side,
Do you know how much hate you implanted on me?

Yes, I won’t ever understand her.
Nor I wanted too.
Because same as you,
You never understand how I felt.

She’s an evil *****.
Standing on her own shoes.
Hurting her for what she did.

Me, I’ll watch her bleed.
Cause she deserve for what she did.
I’ll sit here.
Wear my crown.
For I don’t need a king who treated me like a trash.
leeannejjang Nov 2017
I have no intentions of seeing you fall down.
Nor be happy while everything crumbles in front of you.
I've been there, where you are right now.
The reality you wanted to see,
seems like an impossible dream.

You've turned your back to me when I offered my hands.
You've pushed me away when I'm willing to hug all your
broken shards.
Your broken pieces cut through my heart.
I was wounded by my own love to you.

Dear, I'd still wanted to hold you close to mine.
Until all your pieces are fixed together.
While mine are being cut apart.

But seems like this is not what  you want.
If seeing you fall down is what you wanted me to look,
I won't see it.
If cutting all of ties will bring you peace,
I'll grant it to you.
If me being out of sight would relieve you,
I'll gladly walk away.

I covered up all my love for you with words of hate.
If that would help you feel a less guilty.,
I'll live under that covers.

I don't mind being branded as the bad person in your story.
But if blocking me away will help you,
Then I'll be the first to leave.

Finding happiness is what I wanted to see from you.
No tears, just smile.
But I know that happiness is not with me.
thank you.
leeannejjang Nov 2017
Vulnerable to sadness.

To doubt someone’s intentions
Of kindness.

Turn love into hatred.

It makes as hard and stiff
From people around us.

It isolates us from the reality
We blocked with our walls.

But pain also makes us stronger.

To love more ourself than others.

To see true intentions of someone beyond their smiles.

To love people around us deeper
Because we know the pain.

Pain is a weakness and strength in one weapon.

You can yield it as a sword
Or hold it like a shield.
It’s battle only you can decide on how you will win.

To love more or to be eaten by hate.
leeannejjang Nov 2017
Shake, shake, my heart is shaking
Uh-oh what is with feeling?
Shake, shake, my heart is pounding
I don’t understand a thing.

That night I waited for you outside.
My heart is shaking.
Slowly, you came to me.
In your wheels, you smiled at me.

Shake, shake, my heart is shaking.
I was excited to see you.
My friend and my brother.
But, no no no.
Why am I shaking?

Gently, you put the helmet on my head.
As if I’m a child who doesn’t know a thing.
I sat behind your back,
Hold at your shoulders.

Shake, shake, my heart is shaking.
As you start the motor,
Wind to our faces.
I smiled. I smiled again after all the pain.

Shake, shake, my heart is shaking.
As you hold my hand to help me go down,
I saw not just my friend, but a man.
A man who I respect and a brother who I treasure.

Shake, shake, my heart is shaking.
We all have a boy that is our friend. No romantic relationship, but a family at heart
leeannejjang Nov 2017
Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)
You know what time it is?
This is return of the king

(Everything has ended) I didn’t even start yet
(We broke up) I haven’t even heard the reason yet
Everyone around me keeps asking me why I’m like this
Why are you like that, why are you like that? I’m already the bad guy

(If it’s a sin) If loving you was a sin
(If that was a shin) If being genuine is a sin
(I’ll keep it low, I’ll keep it low) I’ll hold it in and stand my ground

(Keep your head down)
You look pretty, but inside you’re so different, that’s what I’m afraid of
(Keep your head down)
I said I loved you but I’ll let you go

(Why?) Did you leave me so easily
(Why?) Did I look easy to you?
(Why?) My heart is ripping to shreds
(Why?) If every moment was a dream
(Why?) If only I had the time to set it right
(Why?) I prayed for your happiness

I was always satisfied with having you
I was happy to dream the same dream as you no matter what they said
I had to let you go, but I’m just walking my path anyway
Now I’m just chillin’, Feel like I’m healing

It’s too late, you said you can’t come back
You’ve always believed that I’d crumble without you
That’s a misunderstanding, why would I do that? why, why, I told you I wouldn’t

(Hey) I was really, really sad, because you were so immature
and I was afraid you’d meet someone bad (Why? baby)

(Keep your head down)
You’re really pretty, but that’s all there is to you, there’s nothing important inside of you
(Keep your head down)
A nail is driven into the heart that is holding in the pain of love

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

Ha~ Don’t play with people like that
In front of me, all you do is speak of lies
You’re such a two-faced person
(Why why why) Since when did our crystal-like feelings become so opaque?
Our love has ended, I’ve let you go, and now my heart is empty
But my future is gesturing towards me to get up and smile
I’m letting you go, live happily (why why why)
One day far from now, far from now, I want to just smile comfortably

(Why?) Why
(Why?) You let go of our love so easily
(Why?) Did you ever think that someone would get worried?
(Why?) I don’t think you know yet
(Why?) Exactly just what you let go of
(Why?) Just remain there and watch me grow

(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve burned to death in my heart
(Keep your head down)
Erased, disappeared, you’ve died in my heart and you no longer exist
Song by TVXQ a kpop boy group.
Thank you for this song.
It reflects how I feel
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