I always pretend as if things don't really matter to me
But silently, secretly,
I prayed for your happiness when you're sad
I prayed for your success when you've failed
I prayed that all of your problems to be solved
I prayed for you, because I care about you.

There is no truth
All I said were lies
At least to you
Whatever explainations I give
You interpreted them as excuses
I am a liar
To you.

The sarcastic smile
The sarcastic laugh
The sarcastic word

They are the scariest things that ever happened
They can almost say anything
Yet they can't say everything
They are just sick
Mentally.

There is a friend you want to protect
And me at another hand who need your help
In between, when your adrenaline rushed
Your instict action make me realize who I am
Guess I am nothing like a friend.

If you can't smile for me,
Cry then.
If you can't laugh for me,
Curse then.

Because I love seeing you in lost
When you love seeing me in pain
I love seeing you acting up
And everyone nods along believing your lies
Its not a good thing but,
Atleast I know then
There's people who are fool than I am.

If the old man give up,
Then who would stay?