i'm liking this arrangement,
ever-glowing,
every growing,
ever changing.
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while moving sacred through placements
& planetary gas-light;
forward flowing is the motive,
pay respects, still
to the past life.
moving pass life in a low phase.
new world,
intro to new age.

i see her whole-ness as ammunition,
she is all power,
filled on power to surf through space & paradigm.
i see her purity as drive.
i see all ways to ensure knowledge of how to create worlds
will continue at her vast display.
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please,
ensure that the younger beings
by whom exist within your space
are embraced by the knowing of self.

a friendly gamble in exchange for the sanity.
dismissing soul &
bringing cloudy to the clarity.
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who dare play back n' forth
or *** for tat, of any sort?
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don't throw shade;
just burn some sage to give you clarity.
no one can test you,
'lest you feed into your savagery.
your mastery is whole,
so bring no drama to the soul.

i’m bored now with commanders that force...
to command is like to force,
to demand is to endorse activation & alignment
by whatever your intention must be.
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so your intention must be what you will to see,
being,
displayed before all seeing eye.
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i’m surrounded by commanders of flame...
commanders beyond games
upon chess boards.
pure input,
raw export of what no longer serve we.
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fall as waste or
stand in grace,
if you are worthy.

it got hard for you to trace back the truth
when you decided fame, names, & particular things
hold more importance than roots.
to pin-point a location
or ask questions would be inaccurately pointless
& so your effort goes wasted.
-
your mass is in-tune at masters feet,
a mono-tonish cluster ****
where the masses sleep.
they move like sheep,
they scurry,
in too much of a hurry to give a **** about making peace.
-
while you seek leaders,
might i invoke considerate thought
of how you can be one.
become the change,
become the strange-odd one out.
become the one who uses word of mouth as tool,
only fools use weapons as schools.
start from the seed
then take the lead...

they look at you like you god,
so let your action be inspiration.
the few amongst many,
discipline plenty,
envy is plenty.
envy is empty...
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lots of sensi,
now a sensei.
🐰

spiral violent,
embrace anomaly
then you're halfway there.
what's a preference when barely anything exists?

your will be done only on behalf of
the true nature
of the true & living god.
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we isolate,
farther and farther as we go
beyond what we know.

dont you open up your mouth.
dont you open up your mind.
dont you search for any answers,
dont you fear what you might find?
arent you afraid of looking crazy
or stepping out of the norm?
youre in a box,
youre in a cage and you have always been warned
to watch your mouth and watch your actions.
senseless movements and distractions in your view
to keep you hidden from truth.
the truth,
the true forbidden fruit.

don’t be threatened by words
or verbs
used in a statement,
in placement of
a hurt feeling
or a spirit broken;
when you fall
get back up & keep going...

make clothing, if you love to.
do fun things with your hands.
tell jokes or
make some music,
if you love to sing & dance.
-
write words,
share stories,
create new culture,
new expressions.
-
do anything you love.
do everything you love.
find happiness in all that you do.

higher language,
sacred energy
exchanged through vibes & frequencies.
-
signs & symbols of the alchemist,
all seen actions now unseen.

so called queen,
goddess,
princess,
divine.
care-taker,
life-giver,
mother of time.
-
free your mind,
let your heart be fair & wise.
grow female energy,
grow.

child of moon & sun.
child of adventure,
child of fun.
child full on love,
child full with light.
child with vision
and clear sight.
child of earth,
uni-verse.
-
child,
you are whole.

if i don't get sunlight,
or some kind of something to keep me going;
ill stop,
dead,
in the middle of everything.
-
more still than the world in 2020.

i use deception & bribery to get up out of bed,
i start off strong then end up lost by 12-noon...

with respects paid to physical reflection
or 'seemingly'.
-
if i don't take breaks,
i'd have broken glass
for many years to come.
i see more reflection
when i do gaze
in face of the sun.

i'd say wipe out the whole 'humanity',
flood the land,
clear the trace,
clear the mind,
the hidden space
where they placed fear through nano-bytes,
not black or white;
illusion.
-

i built dreams within dreams,
surpassed 3 levels.
-
now, i cant tell
dream from reality,
i created my own devil...

funny enough
i don't give a flying ****...
yet i still do,
strange enough...

there's a law that says i cant always be powerful
so somedays my sway may seem a-lotta bit off.
you'll see me smile while claiming sanity,
the next day im concrete stiff.
i know i must
but if
i had to choose,
i wouldn't...
-
something about balance.

they said "suffer consequence to every action",
is that consequence bitterness &
inability to connect?
-
i'm unable to connect,
i think i cursed myself
when i found comfort in only myself.
-
when i became too attached to my own outcome,
my legs became lazy to move
to contemplate any other resolve.
-
i refuse to take anything less than i might offer.
dismiss me now,
or i might come off too strong.

un-tie,
silence your mind,
think before you share any form energy
with any form of entity in face of being.
-

its still a struggle for me,
with demons
and enemy specie
knocking at the doors of my mind palace.
silly me,
to even contemplate response.

there's more to life than back-rubs,
hip smacks
and arm tugs.
so much more than tongue kisses,
one nighters
and catfishes
who claim to love.
-

"til death, we do art." - tree.

i come alive at the sight of what's already seen,
like deja vu is somehow key to unlock my greatest dream.
-
a classic reaction,
to stay still upon acknowledgment.
i stay put,
aware of phases now begun.

cricket sounds,
crooked eyes,
sacred chants
& wicked smiles.

behind a mask,
beyond the veil.
i shield my honor.
i restore balance within mine energy field,
in face of whom has no sense of whatsoever.
-
you see,
i try my hardest to be invisible
but somehow they still see me.
-
they still trace me back to somewhere they might have known,
they still gain an illusive perception that they know all that there is to me by just one look upon my face.
-
now,
what is there to see?
-
if you grace my presence for reasons likely,
you’ll be sure to greet only eyes that see through.
eyes with glare that doesn't stare or stay for too long.

'the girl that cant be loved',
found love within herself
& now she loves.

is it so strange to want nothing so badly
that you think long and hard to solely serve others?
are you at such complacency with your own being
that you desire of only nothing more than
setting inspiration free by word of mouth
or words at one click of a keyboard,
on someone else’s behalf.

i could just pass on,
or pass up
or put up for adoption.
i could place reliance and dependance,
i could **** well place the blame
and i could place my being everywhere else,
but home.
-
i choose home.

from ratchet to reasonable,
thought i told you i was diverse.
-
meeting ends with all,
in-tune & awe.

by decree & declaration;
all in alignment
& accordance
with cosmic law & principal,
universal flow &
the balance of the whole;
shall come to be,
infinite.

im designing farms to grow rare fruit & herb,
generate strains of wine, **** & wellness;
at the hands of some amazing individuals.
-
now & then,
ill give a glimpse into my world.

without a trace or prose of dis-ease in my sacred temple,
i wear a face-mask to pose only as an anime character...
-
i made it myself & i think i might
have stitched it too tight;
i keep coming out for air
& something doesn't feel right.

still searching for more to say...
will i ever under-stand,
inner-stand,
or
over-stand this?

smoke-filled vessel,
neglecting liquid 'lest its true hydration.
the rise & fall are both too clear to resist.
-
a hope-filled sense of any tomorrow,
infused with espressos,
infused expressions
and the finest strain willing to enthuse my moods.
-
running wild,
not a trace of any patterns repeated;
making contact but only when needed.

sometimes eloquence acts as child-less,
way too grown,
too great an experience with worldly things.
but are they simply,
just worldly?
-
inter-dimensionality & whole-ness make me see all things as all things.
-
i mean,
you can heal hearts
and seek revenge
in the same breath;
you can gain more,
while you feel less;
you can make what's close enough,
exact
when you're diverse enough.

images on walls,
so vivid i can see every pixel merged to form symbols
to change words into the original state of
nothing.
-
imagine walls cleared out
at one shout of word spoken,
one stroke of pen,
one strike of thought.

she was cautious once,
cared only for who thought what...
now she shuts out insults
& shouts out impulse
after stutter-stepping on egos
& silently expanding mental space.
-
its those quiet ones you should beware of
...or run from.
if you see danger as threat,
you might want to turn your necks
or turn yourself inside out.
i promise.

uncertain statements,
unshaved reactions to
unthought of movement;
its silly to think that nothing you do holds affect.
-
its a reason why you'll silence your mind
then ramble on again
through means of another source...

you're 500mph,
where does it lead you?

totems come as eagles
captures snake,
as great change
& mystery takes place,
on display as common interest...
its always deep beyond the surface.

these days,
im finding pleasure without touch.
im too far gone,
within.
-
they mock my world,
as if fairytales don't exist.

drown in heavy metal,
with desire to be isolated.
-
disgusted corners my disgrace,
disappointment files for restraint;
all while cell towers flashing lights
try to grip my mind tight.
-
they cant control me,
im untamable;
they cant reach me,
who would they call?
names are for particular things.

im not a hater but sometimes i can come across that way,
especially when you put me in a ring with another entity
waging war against my property,
against my sanity.
-
of course i wont stand defenseless
as my effort goes wasted
while still attached to my essence,
you must have forgot.
-
you must have forgot
those days when
you saw only power in what exists...

sometimes im here,
sometimes im listening,
sometimes im hearty,
sometimes heart-broken
by the hands of myself.
-
sometimes i take the blame,
most times i place it elsewhere.
sometimes i channel fear &
destructive energies
then level up.

i stopped seeking attention
and feigning for likes & views;
i discovered new peace now effortlessly,
there are people in my world,
that see the best in me.
-
they relate
and could care less about my face,
as if im head-less;
or my race
as if
moments shared & experiences
mean much more to them...

i start to think i need to be the type of poet,
that resonates well with all sorts
& connects at first glance.
-
it drains me to want to be someone that i already am...
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there's no right or wrong way when you're so introspective
that you only see the vastness of your being;
you only see far & wide,
endless possibility
& endless truth...
don't lose yourself,
just embrace your point of view.