love ***** shoes
like ***** men
with shady moves
who play pretend;
too deep within to comprehend so "who's next?"
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for potential lover,
im not searching...
im attracting.

when mind feels threatened,
it sends out signals to the guards
to stand upright
& look aware,
as if we aren't already far gone enough.
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i know,
its your job to protect and defend,
so i can practice as much of the zen
as i allow;
mind will do what it must.

i speak a language that makes you wonder,
you’ll start to wander.
i got fairy godparents,
come like cosmo and wanda.
have you imagining **** you never taught to imagine.
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still,
imagine waking up one day at the top of the world,
with no worry, no care.
no envy, no fear.
without an ego or some pride
only spirits here that guide
and they bring light.

with demand as initial intent,
i wish to continuously glare at my feet
to meet masculine energy in abundance awaiting my inquiry.
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thinking swift on my feet
then using charm and wit to greet
each intimate connection.
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i love it here.
they love it here.

its not a lover i need to fulfill my desires,
it is a partner consistent in growing through the madness
and only seeing its potential.

cmon' Eve dear,
its about time you drop
the apple;
the one still linking you to the idea of a snake whispering in betrayal
yet leading you up roads until your new arising.
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Eve, your throat isn't only deep enough to hold erected conceptions;
use your longevity
to make your will live long in face of all that once seen you unworthy.
you are worthy, xo.

the closer i get to a realization of
what the connection between male and female truly is,
the more i understand my actions toward you
then and even now, as i speak.
we may never understand each other,
we may never get to share an experience
with mutual level of love & lust...
although sometimes i hope we still can.
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i just hate to feel like its that "Pinky" girl..
the one with trust issues
and revenge adding fuel
to her fire of insecurities
that she thinks can only be cured
if she's emotionally attached to someone who loves her body,
or someone who loves the idea
of how neatly her ****** slips
onto his ego without brushing against it
hard enough to provoke what he's insecure about.
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just thought id actually share the part of me
that still screams for you even after trying to destroy her.