this space is large,
vast,
expansive...
dont give up just yet.

why settle where you are unhappy?
amongst beings that only dream in sense of nightmares,
only dream of sceneries tangible and surface,
without awareness of intensity and depth...
im wondering,
is there a place in this world
to condone my escape from this world?
are there beings that see as vivid as i....

imagine...
being nothing amongst beings who think they are everything.
-
beings fearful;
killing "roaches",
"flies",
"moths",
"snakes",
"trees",
"birds",
"bees",
­and all other sorts of ancient beings.
-
fearful,
ignorant,
in process of extinction.
the great mother shall react accordingly.

take it or leave it,
or take it then leave it...
-
they'll take everything from you,
leave you empty,
empty-handed
& you'd let them...
because they're appealing to your mind,
in its lowest state;
you find interest in what's behind
but never knowing true face.
my dear,
be careful who you allow in your space.

you find interest in entering the walls of multiple;
i find my circle smaller,
does it even exist?
as it stands,
i reprimand all requests
that contribute not to what's next
but to what was...
don't lose sacred ties and connections
by the hands of
meaningless projections that feed your ego,
be disciplined
not desperate.

he wants something to hold onto,
an anchor to ground,
hips to grasp.
maybe hold onto my willingness to embrace your god-hood,
or my grip
onto ways in which
you exist...
-
im obsessed with you physically;
spiritually im in-tune.
mentally,
im attached emotionally.
every part of you captures my awareness,
not just the half of it.

your role is not one of mastery,
its motherly.
you serve as portal
of a world so otherly.
you are guardian
and guidance,
confidant,
enlightened.
a protector by all means,
an example
and all seen.
influencer of cycles repeated,
dear god,
please take responsibility
you are in need
and you are needed.