nearly imperceptible changes to the inner life
slowly make themselves known in the face of light.

he said nothing lasts forever so let's not get our hopes up,
i say anything is possible
or maybe
close enough.
we may not exist in the physical,
able to physically touch
and with visual.
but we can still surf the cosmos,
meet me on a frequency.
speak to me.
down until the death,
no theory poses threat.
we can live forever if we want to,
we can love forever if you want to.

initially,
i thought i understood.
now,
i know that i may never understand.
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what's not important are the titles we try to place on our experiences and
i know that the more we try to better understand or
over analyze,
the less time we have to enjoy whatever magic we can create.

feeding nonsense in mass amounts,
consciously feeding energy
to the entity,
the enemy.
the end of 3.

i was searching high and low,
for a sign
to stay or go?
shrink or grow?
think i know why they say that life is not for the faint-hearted.
i stopped before i started,
disgraced and then discarded.

its never about them,
they can't understand.
they can't see the vision,
they weren't there to see the plan.
the focus ever-growing,
moving up,
and always sowing seeds,
pure in deeds,
pure indeed.

while they're asleep
i'm at the depths with the demons;
exchanging playful threats and understanding feelings
and fears
over spirits and beers.