the black rose

the black rose Jun 2019

so you finally grew the ***** to make your move.
you set the mood,
do you have something to prove?
or are you searching for clues,
searching for flaws in the rules,
things you can use
to your advantage
in attempt to take advantage of the access you've been granted.
-
i let you in,
we drown in sin
and lust,
and trust me
i know your every move before you make it,
so when we're done
i promise you won't have to fake it,
we won't take it there.
and i don't share this exchange
with just anyone strange,
so beware.
-
don't panic,
ill hand it to you;
at least you attempted to try something new.
at least you attempted what most wouldn't do.
you left inspired,
full of hope and in dire need
of just another moment of my time,
indeed.

#lashwrites #bahamas

the black rose Jun 2019

eagles fly alone.

i can't succumb to the environment,
i've experienced many.
im not impressed,
you're not impressive.
i keep it cool,
controlled agression.
no possessions,
not possessive.
not obsessed with,
never desperate.
-
i fly alone,
although i have connections i can call my own,
i know my home,
i know a place that i can rest,
but still i roam.

#lashwrites #bahamas

the black rose Jun 2019

spell

he who is content
is rich.
only good intent,
i'm witch.
i wish on stars and crystals,
high pitched
like whistles.
brushing through the ripples
like bristles.
-
wavy,
90s baby,
i say mad
and you say crazy,
i say maybe.
maybe im close.
lets have a toast
to the good times
to the signs,
to the message clearly written
right in between the lines,
saying everything is first to seek
and then to find.
-
its all divine,
its all aligned,
the all is mind.
the world is mine.

#lashwrites #bahamas

the black rose Jun 2019

: recent activity.

they say the same walls that block out fear will keep the happiness away.
so these days im roaming freely,
seeking all in vast array.
-
letting walls down,
opened for trespassing,
unlocking doors now.
-
no longer watching my steps,
i may just trip the alarm.
i may just take over the world,
i may not ever make a sound.
i may not ever come around again,
i'm feeling lowly,
im in search of
higher ground again.

running circles.

#lashwrites #bahamas

the black rose Jun 2019

conditions

ill build with you,
ill build for you,
ill build
you...
        ill lend you strength when you are weak,
ill share my hope with you and speak
life,
speak peace,
radiate good energy.
ill be your remedy,
ill help you to increase your speed.
exposing enemies,
ill help you to decrease your need.
ill keep you young,
embracing youth.
ill keep you whole,
embracing truth.....
              until it becomes toxic then my presence will fade and for the rest of your days
   you'll regret all your ways.

...

#lashwrites #bahamas

Jun 2019

Pat Raia

The Price

Betrayal
disappointment
disrespect
they're
the prices
that
we pay
when
we
imagine
Eden

the black rose Jun 2019

to the woman i wish i had as a girl.

i wish i had your guidance
and your confidence.
i could have used your motivational speeches
and your spark,
or just your shoulder
and warm embrace.
i wish you could see the look on my face as i died slowly by the hands of myself,
as i cried out for help
and for creator to end all existence that existed around me
and within me.
maybe if i had your intuitive demeanor i could have understood my intuition,
if i had your drive i could have understood patience and persistence.
if i had your advice i could have avoided all of the mishaps of yesterday that somehow,
very strangely,
turned into wisdom for my today.
i needed you,
i thought i could never find you.
i thought i wouldn't make it pass 16,
and at 21,
i am the woman i wish i had as a girl.

inspiration for who needs it

#lashwrites #bahamas