when i was younger i never bothered to plant any R O O T S i never built anything to hold me down so even if i don't say it it still hurts me everytime you fight with her it feels like once i finally get myself just a little R O O T E D it feels like everytime i feel myself happy you pull me just to hurt me by U P R O O T I N G myself from where i had worked to hard to P L A N T
a heart is one thing you should ne ver bra ke or be nd for o nce you do it may never grow back from that be nd a broken he art cant for give a b roke n h er t i s a l o s t
i sit in a room with a parent i barely know addicted to the pills scent of cigarette you promise you will come but then a minute before you have some crazy excuse they say the high is fun im not laugh am i but you didn't care you were to busy popping your pills but you left us behind those pills got you didn't they cause you cant stop popping your pills
sunlight brushes your skin lighting it darkening it those piercing blue eyes pulling me in and with me he loses his disguise and with him i can be myself i can dance on water i can fall into my dreams and im so happy he let me fall in love i only hope for me to never hurt him because to me he is precious
You brought me downhill At such a steep incline That all we could see was the skyline In the rearveiw mirrior Driving faster picking up altitude Till I start to question the life you have lead But you laughed about it When I Said one of us had to jump off *** the weight of the two of us Was Starting to effect me Trying to save both your mental health and mine Became a job I wasn't built to handle
im sorry i love you slowly sometimes and others i jump in head first i don't know what its like to love without being in survival mode but i want you to know that on the early march day you where my reason to stay and you still are even today
how does one ever recover from this? i don't think i ever can perhaps i don't want to perhaps its easier not to don't judge me though we all carry our own baggage some just carry it more inwardly
I will always smile When my thoughts run to you Your soft touch Your honey filled smile Those handsome blue eyes Your gentle laugh Your hopeful eyes The way you protect me I'm glad our paths crossed You make my heart flutter You kiss me In a way I will always R E M E M B E R
remember this ad me when you feel down i will miss you most of all
when my years catch up with me R E M E M B E R M E though my days grow numbered now R E M E M B E R M E when my tears dry on the ground R E M E M B E R M E even if i disappear please promise you will R E M E M B E R M E
hi to everyone who's ever suffered at he hands of a person they thought loved them but in turn they were only looking for another soul to burn and hurt im here with you some day i promise you we will rise
some people say that im like a R I V E R they say like a river im always R U N N I N G whether it be from my problems or simply to get A W A Y but i think that maybe i can stay with you F O R E V E R
roses are red, violets are blue i hate myself for being in love with you I cant make you smile you will not stay for awhile so why do I force myself into your arms why do I accept when thoughts of you swarms so roses are red, violets are blue I hope that one day I can get over you
when we rule the W O R L D i almost wonder if we will leave the world in A S H E S or if we will grow the planet and move us F O R W A R D i suppose it all on the shoulders of the people we let R U L E
Do not get overwhelmed If you get overwhelmed you cry 2.dont cry infront of them They will think your weak 3. Learn to fake smile They don't care about your real emotions 4. Don't vent to anyone Our family is perfect 5. Never allow someone to think less Defend us at all costs except our name 6. If u lie don't get caught We all have to at some point be smart 7. Never answer questions straight forward We aren't to be open books 8. Children are seen But never heard 9. If you brake any rules You are no longer family we are exclusive
at first the trees blur past my life washed behind me my thoughts washed behind me but then my body cant handle i slow to a snail pace and the memories flood in and sometimes i miss what we had and others i blame myself for leaving you behind but all i can do now is keep R U N N I N G
one day i will get a B O A T and on that day i will S A I L A W A Y to lands i have never seen T R A V E L through mountains and F O R E S T S there i will start my new L I F E one that s full of HAPPY days and months so that i can F I N A L L Y learn what its like to truely S M I L E
like a S O N G i sang with you and with your L Y R I C S you convinced me of lies but now your N O T E S are off key and i cant hear the M U S I C that you began to play
save yourself from the pain i caused save yourself from the broken pieces save yourself from the mess i create save yourself from the things i have done save yourself from the person i have become save yourself from the walls i build to high
piano tiles on the floor broken dreams thrown across the stars my heart inside your hand your eyes filled to the brim my tears on my cheek your lies across your chest just like a scarlet letter
here i sit at a table of wood listening to you your lectures long and i don't learn my eyes move around the room trying to make out the reason i need to know things like writing essays about short stories how to use a 3D printer and algebra yet you cant teach taxes money saving and how to live in our world these are skills i found i need but you cant prepare us
sit quietly put your hand down no question is dumb except that one don't look at that focus on me your opinion is wrong who told you that you were aloud to have an dont talk back to me if you defend yourself you will be suspended don't answer when i ask questions keep your thoughts to yourself you know nothing this is my subject to teach don't act like you know the answers it doesn't matter if you already know this don't work ahead
the sky seems grey almost taunting me bringing me down in its misty plumes pushing me down forcing me back into bed forcing me to feel worthless as memories crash against the walls of my mind dragging me back down into my seasonal depression
sometimes i couldn't hear myself S C R E A M I N G couldn't feel the pain you were I N F L I C T I N G like i had put myself away
and sometimes i catch myself D R E A M I N G couldn't stop the flashbacks from C O M I N G O N like i wanted to feel something other than pain
everytime i look back on my C H I L D H O O D i see your face in the B A C K G R O U N D like out of the corner of my eye i see your face lingering still and know i know what to call it just a little S E C O N D H A N D S M O K E
the clock keep moving but it feels as if time is F R O Z E N because when i was younger i that that I S how time worked freezing sometimes bt i learned that wasn't how the T I M E we are so used to works
you keep them you tell them but what kind of S E C R E T S do you try and keep are they C R U E L do they hurt the person or are they the kind that the two of you S H A R E
when you feel it the first time you wont have a clue what your even feeling is it love is it lust you will ask yourself if you are okay and of course you arent why would you be your shattered your broken your body seems lifeless and yet you will want it again because its the only way he shows love
like a *** Just before the water B O I L S Or a person Just before they E X P L O D E It feels like My brain is about to E M P L O D E Because I'm expected To smile like nothing is W R O N G But I have to Sit in the living room and try not to S I M M E R
i have been told that D I S T A N C E is relative, and relative if you asked me right know i would say that your relatively F A R and if you asked me just yesterday i would have told you im relatively C L O S E to breaking down because for now i feel so alone i have missed all the elements wishing they weren't so D I S T A N T from me now i guess its to say that i miss you most at six feet A P A R T when i see you at my window but cant drive you in my car it feels like miles with you six feet A P A R T
like the blue summer S K Y your eyes gleamed in the S U N L I G H T but when the sun began to set the M O O N did not reflect the person you actually W E R E
slowly i fall into your arms allowing you to take over my mind slowly i fall into your heart allowing you to hold me close slowly i fall for a person allowing myself to fall in love with you slowly i fall for a man allowing myself to finally marry
S M I L E it makes you look more P R E T T Y S M I L E it makes you look more Y O U N G S M I L E it makes you seem H A P P I E R remember to S M I L E
his heart is snowflake to some hes as cold as snow icy and reserved but if you look closely you see how special he is because he is and he is beautiful and he is kind but he is fragile and easily broken and i have promised him to always take care not to ruin his snowflake heart
all i want is nothing more then to hold your hand forever more cause your the one i love the most and if you love me will you leave me i hope you want me i pray you want me and all my dreams are and all my wishes go to you because i think that i need you
somewhere in america there's a girl being felt up in the subway shes still in her uniform that's part of the appeal its hard to R U N in a skirt and mary janes and her teachers know it is too somewhere in america a girls trying to find the perfect prom D R E S S well im looking in the lost & found cause winter's coming and that's the only coat i have cause mommas working for the government momma only gets paid once a M O N T H somewhere in america
At first when we met I danced to my own beat To my own toon That whistled in my ears But then as we kept talking Kept growing closer You became the song That was evermore stuck Dancing on the walls Of my head
i miss your calls for months it seems i forget that to you i never have to be mean i will never forget you or your mother that i promise but im S O R R Y to my forgotten lover S O R R Y im not good enough S O R R Y i just cant believe that anyone could love my broken and damaged heart my forgotten and lost soul S O R R Y to my unknowing lover
His eyes are the stars Shining an guiding me through the darkest night His lips are the waves Pulling me in and crashing into my embrace His hands are the sun Reaching me warming me through the day His love is the breeze Blowing through my hair dancing lightly against my skin His smile is a fox Coning and brilliant as he zips his way through the trees His happiness is a river Flowing through me like its an addition of my soul
your not a person your a S O U L R I D E R you ride so ******* a H A P P Y soul, until its so drained, so broken, that the person is L O S T inside of there minds but i will not let you ride my soul into O B L I V I O N