Your always near me
When I need you

You come with me
When your gone

I love these feelings
When I'm alone

I love missing you
Because I know I'll see you

You are my ocean forever
You make it new

You bring me memories
Of when I met you

I believe in you
As much as I love you

Your my crutch
Your my passion
Your my best friend

And the
Love of my Life

Hello my friend we meet again
It's been awhile where should we begin
Feels like forever

With in my heart are memories
Our perfect love that you gave me
Oh I remember

When your with me, I am free
I'm careless, I believe

Above all others we fly
This brings tears to my eyes

We've seen our shares of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around

In an instant

It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind

Lets find peace there
My sacrifice

Some things I can't understand in life

Why do people, no friends, sometimes let us down in time of sorrow

They say that they care, but there no longer there

They say that they love you and they'll always be there

How does one deal with this I can't figure it out

Is it because they want something are is it their feelings of doubt

Is it the time because they are busy or is it an excuse to make us think they are busy

Where are they now, now that there gone

I so cherish the times when I sit alone

As I sit here and ponder on my thoughts
About our life's adventures and the times that we sought.

Confusing in many ways
For the ways we did things
From the ways we behaved

The heart ache I caused
The hurt that I brought

The tears that I missed
From your loving heart

The dreams that I have had
Where about you and me

The love that I have
Are from the time that we had
Will always be about you and me

I can tell your lies
I can tell your pain
I can tell when your incomplete

I know you life
I know your dreams
I know what makes you feel

I know you hide,
your special things

I know when you feel mean

You are my love
I'll do what I must do

Your in my heart
Your in my dreams
Your in my life

Because I do love you

Your love is like a tidal wave
Where you make me hold my head

Your love is like a sink hole
Where the harder I try the harder it is

Your love is like a wind storm
Where it blows my life away

Your love is like an ocean
Where no place is safe

Your love is like the rain
Where it feels like my tears

Your love is like an earthquake
Where the times you make me shake

Your love is pain
Where it brings me misery

Looking for the answers when i just don't have a clue.

Many times and many miles are something's I must do.

Anytime, anywhere,
I do what i must do.

What's this life for anyway,
I try to hold my life so true.

Your in my dreams, your in my heart, you make me feel complete.

I would travel the world, to find a girl like you.

What's this life for anyway,
it's to find a girl like you.

A life beyond your thoughts
Prison, the old term Penitentiary

Penitentiary which means
Sacraments of penance

Which means to receive divine mercy for the sins committed against God.

Now in the law it's not much different
There is a Judge that sits high above the court, called your Honer

You are sworn and you say, the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth, so help you God

Right there you asking for God help or for God to help you


Everyone states there case and you can plea to the mercy of your Honer

So actually who is closer to God.
The priest, the judge or you.

I've gotten sidetrack, prison.
Just do right in life.

Because it *****, it *****, it can hurt you
It can change your life.

For me, because of my knowledge. Everyone looked up to me.
Young, old, black, white, weak and strong.

Knowledge is the most important thing to have in prison.

My time we t by fast and I don't miss it.
But it is the reason for me being on Hello Poetry. I started writing in prison.

Yes I could tell you many stories about prison. Some are even to unbelievable for me to believe, but then again I never laughed so hard in my life.

Prison made me a much stronger person, not in strength but in morals.

I do everything I can do keep kids and teens from the life of prison.

Everyone has

Pet peeves
Boundaries
Habits
Clicks
Ticks
and
Phobias

We all have our ways

Should of been dead
Back in my old head

Misery has blessed me
As pain is my own friend

With dreams and illusions
I pack my own gun

It's used for killing
and could injure someone

Got no time for losing
Ain't got no time

And I said lord
Please save me, from my own life

I don't like my old life
Please help me lord

I ain't got no time

Why do people keep the lid so tight.
Never loosening up their life.

Always  trying to impress.
Always trying to standout.

Never looking at the simple things in life.
Never clearing their thought just thinking of the next move.

People need to stop sometimes and smell the roses, liturally speaking, just relax.

Life is to short to sweat the small things.
The big things deal with them as you must.

But by all means, be your own person and dream.

When you dream dreams big and you should never fail.

Please come home I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to I think what's safe

I feel I've found the road to nowhere
and I'm trying to escape, but I'm down to my last breath

Let me say is all I need is to see your face

Please hold me, I'm six feet from the edge
And thinking six feet ain't that far

I look at my life and I think it's over
Reflecting on my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in your grace

I cry out to heaven to hope to hold you,
But I'm down to one last breath

Please come back and stay with me
I still believe there's something there
Left for you and me

Please come back I think I'm falling
And I'm holding on to faith

I was blinded by your beauty

I was blinded by body

I was blinded with your ***

I was blinded from my life

A life that I never knew

Your my apple pie
You make me cry
You make me high
You make me lie
You make me sigh
You make me die
You make me fry

You make me  laugh
You make my path
You make me *****
Your like my dope

You bring me love
You bring me tears
You bring me fears
You bring me years

Recipe for apple pie
One part man
One part women
A sprinkle of salt
Some doe
Maybe some sugar
Add butter
Little Cinnamon
Then bake it in a relationship

Lord,
Please bleed me from my own misery.

Lord,
Creed is what they tell me

Lord,
Are you the one, the only one, that can save me

Lord,
How do you see me

Lord,
Lead me to place I need to be

Lord,
What can you tell me

Lord,
Please don't forsake me

Lord,
Can you lead me from this life of misery

So you think you have power and
an overwhelming force

Does that make you better
better then me

You may have money
But what is your life

Is it your controlling features
That make up your life

You make yourself rich
From taking from the poor

Does it make you happy
Ever time you score

Life will catch up
From your controlling ways

You will end up poor
In a life of hate

Good night my sweet princess
Thanks for the blind date friend.

**NOT

Do you ever think of the levels of life
What does this means, it means to adjust you life.

Adjust to your passions
Adjust to your goals

Control your body
Your mind and your soal

Adjust to the life of another
It could be someone just like your mother

Don't ever put your self on a pedestal
And think that your better

This will get you no where
Because no one cares

Adjust your life and show that you care
With these thoughts you can go anywhere

What does it take to be a person

Is it to love
To hurt
To cry

Is it to work
To build
To fly

Is it to marry
Have kids
Then die

Is it travel
To learn
To make history

Is it to be good
Be bad
Be sad

What is it that makes a person
It is our **Heart

Distractions should not change one's focus in life.

Yes one's moods may change but that's emotions

Emotions that make you cry, hurt, laugh and sigh

Emotions that sometimes causes pain.
Pain that really hurts within. It causes sorry, grief, depression and death.

Life

Life is somewhat strange from time to time.

Things will always change to the better and to the worst

How can one deal with this.
It only comes one way

With life experience and God

Once upon a time I had a life,
and then I met her....

Jack be nimble Jack be quick,
are the times I ran from her.....

So Cinderella, you lost your slipper,
is that why you were out all night......

Your like the three little pigs,
you go from house to house........

So you were with snow white,
and slept with her seven dwarfs......

How do I know,
the old lady in the shoe, told me so....

You've lost your crown with me........

Your not Bambi, I can kick you out.......

All the kings horses and all the kings men,
can't fix this relationship again.....

I'm little boy blue,
with a life of the blue's with you.....

And we never lived happily ever after.

THE END

Thank god she's gone

Her name was Mary,  
and she was quite contrary and she didn't have a clue

Then she cried wee, wee, wee, all the way back to her home......

For real, she was a stripper........

When it blows to the left<
is when I'm the best~;]

When it blows to the right>
Are the times that I fight~~;[

When it flows up,^
are the times I have luck~~~:)

When it flows down,√
are the days that I frown~~~~:(

When it changes direction,:@
is when I lose perfection~~~~~:(

When it starts to miss me,€
are the times that you kiss me~~~~~~:*

When it goes in circles, ©
is when my life's crippled~~~~~~~:¢

When it stops,¥
is when my life drops___:

Anyway the wind blows,<>^√@¢©¥
is just how my life goes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

As I walk through the valley of death,
I fear no evil, for my mind is dead.

Dead to the world as my life goes,
Walking in nothing where no wind blows.

Where people are made of delusions,
and where sound is made of silence.

The only thing to see is the pain in me.
With the only thing to eat is the pity of three.        
me, myself and I

Where the sky is dark red without any light.
The moon is an illusion with symptoms of fright.

With eyes white as snow, with skin so pale.
Black as the night is how my soul prevails.

With burning dirt of fire.
With dust that burns.

Were my skin crawls with leech's that boil.
And a spirit with nothing, a spirit that's spoiled.

These feelings I get, makes me think I'm in hell

Is this my life or is this a dream.
Someone please wake me before I scream.

It is time, Lord
From the dry dust
Out of these chains
From the Devil's house

It is time, Lord
To take me
From the dry dust
Break me
From these chains
Bring me
From the Devil's house

Take me out of darkness
Walk me out of blindness
Lift me out of sadness
Save me from my ******-ness

Please, Lord
It is time, Lord

The toung is like a rudder on a ship
Yet so small, but powerfull.

Just the smallest change in direction
Could take miles of your life to recover.

Something so small can change the direction of your life.

It can also causes, harm, sorrow and destruction.

But it can also get you were you want to be.

It can take you to great places
But yet, could get you lost.

If you have to, sometimes, bite it.

Look through the people who see me.

Through their eyes and into their mind,
of a person that I maybe.

If you hate me,
you may think I'm a criminal.

If you don't know me,
you may want to be me.

If you like me,
you could be my friend.

If your my friend,
you could see me as a clown.

If you love me,
you may know me.

If you look in my eyes,
you will see passion.

But if you care,
I will always be there.

Gloomy is a figment of one's own

                imagination

                   Where a

                     HEART

              Should shine

                        **24/7

I fall out of hope
When I'm far from home

Don't tell me on the phone
That your all alone

It's easy to decieve
It's easy to believe

I spend my time alone
Believing all those lies

Now it makt me sad that loving won't be true
You make me cry tears of blue

I now no longer frown
I now look for passion

My mind is now complete
I no longer live in misery

I will always stay true
To the one that holds true

Never never land, a place not to go
A place where sin lives, a place of misery

Dark and cold in nature, while sweating with heat.
Lives that go nowhere, where nothing's complete.

Never never land, how can this be.
It's everywhere, it's very close to you and me.

Close your eyes, and think those thoughts.
Those thoughts that cause pain with a life of doubt.

As I pray to my master
That I made a big mistake

It was what controlled me
That led me to my own misery

Soul searching for a life there after
Same old trip that held my hand

Drifting endlessly in darkness
Flying not wise to notion,
to get my own way

Lord am I unholy
Torn is what they tell me

Marked by my sins
From my beast within

Holy I know not
As filth is my only friend

Peace is not within me
As I walk down this path of pain

Despise I let control me
Love is not my intentions

For I know no difference
Torn, as I am filth

I pour in my own misery
Stole is what they gave me
Control is when they try to save me

Yes I am the one, the only one
That would carry on this far

Lies in my head
Take me from this life of misery

I have no allegiance to my soul
For I am already torn

He who knows not, knows nothing
He who knows all, holds the key

Will I live or do I die
Will I cry or do I sigh

Will I live with this hurt inside
Will I hide these feelings inside

Will I burn or will I smile
Will I blaze with a life of craz

Will I hold this life of fire
Will I buy this life of desire

Will I ever change my life's passions

Will I find anorher
Will I find a lover
Will I find a friend

You think you know me, watch this.

As the fog of my life rolls in I am somewhat blinded and stunned.

Is it because of my past from the times from .my sins.

Is it mt disasters of love which was my pain.

It left me with a crippling heart that had me feel shame.

Opiates were once my life, which controlled me more then love

It controlled my body and owned my soul.

As the dog finally clears I can now find my life.

A life of dreams to help others means and begin a new life.

Can life be corelated or even orchestrated.

Can we organize our life by convenience
Can we direct our every move

Life wasn't made to be simple  and it wasn't made to be controlled.

I will corelate by my passion and orchestrate to my goals.

My life is now somewhat now simple
and my ways have now somewhat changed.

I deal with things in a different wat
I now live day by day.

I hear in life, that there is a spirit that can change my soul.

They say it will make me a believer and make me whole.

I've looked all my life and found nothing but pain.

I always hurting and always feeling shame.

When I talk about life from within.
I often wonder and sometime's ponder.

I look every day to find this spirit.

I hear his name is the holy ghost and he is the spirit.

Is this something real or just a fantasy in life.

Can he change my life to who I want to be.

Can he be the one to set my mind free

dot, dot, dot
please stop, please stop

dot, dot, dot
let it go, let it go

dot, dot, dot
no, no, no

dot, dot, dot
dont hurt me, don't hurt me

dot, dot, dot
why, why

dot, dot, dot
because I can, because I can

dot, dot, dot
I think not, I think not

Empathy is the ability to mutually experience the thoughts, emotions and direct expeperience of others. It goes beyond sympathy, which is a feeling of care and understanding for suffering of others.

I've read 1000 upon 1000 of poems
Where I see not many write about God

I challenge you all, to write about God.

In your own words and you can scream it out loud

In the beginning

It started with Adam and Eve.
There was then Noah, follewed by Moses.

They have,
Psalm,
Proverb's,
Ecclesiates,
Songs of Solomon
Is poetry about life

Along with the rest of the old testament

Disciple's,
Apostle's,
Major and Minor Prophet's
Along with the history of God

Now to the new testament
Where we have the following

Letters to the church
Along with the gospals
Where Jesus speaks to you
And you see how he lived
With his words of silence

Now we have Revalations
What a strange place
So many creatures
That will **** the human race

Me, I'm by far not Godly
I curse and I sin
I desire flesh of women
But I try to live his ways

I know many things
About our God
I do read the bible
And sometimes out loud

Yes, I have been reborn
Still figuring it out

But I'm one of God's creatures
And that's without a doubt

As I sit in darkness
Talking to my heart

I'm trying to help it
From beating only pain

It sometimes skips a beat
That makes me think

Is it a bad thing or is it
Part of God's work

As my heart is always beating
It is my only living friend

Where my conscience is my worst enemy where I have no friends

As I live in pain
Trying to clear my thoughts

Asking my heart
Where shall I start

Should I cut myself and bleed you dry
I know my heart and it would only die

Should I shake you or forsake you
Should I cry or should I die

Should I believe in that man
That man in the sky

And I said god

You've touched my spirit inside
You hide the hurt that makes me cry

And I said god

Keep my life aside I don't want die
**** these feelings I feel inside

And I said god

You bring me the life I never had
You teach me how to love and care

And I said god

Can you take my life somewhere
Where happiness is always there
Where they show me peace, love and care

And I said god

Your the only one that's there
I'll take your hand and I'll swear
Bring me life and take me there

And I said god

Your the only one that cares
You show me love and your always there

And I said god

Your my god and the one who's there
You share your life to make me aware
Of where I need to be in this life of means

I met a man so gifted
Meek in his loving ways

He'll capture your heart
And he'll teach you God's ways

He's funny and slick
He lives by God's ways

He's an emotional creature
That hates hurting ways

His name is P. C.
And I love him so

He's one of God's mouthpieces
And he preaches LOVE

God be with you
Live by his ways

God is his daddy
And he loves his ways

captured only by my sins
as they float endlessly within

shackled by my life which has me trapped without a doubt

these walls are cold and pale
this cage is made of steel

screams fill the room
alone i drop and kneel

silence now the sound
my breathing is the only motion

demons clutter around me
my face shows no emotions

drowning in my tears
expecting no return

so i hold my head up high
hiding hate that burns inside
which only fuels my selfish pride

held captive, i see no sun
a sun that shines on only some
i am meek and only one

i hear a thunder in the distance
i see a vision of a cross
i feel the pain that was given
on that sad of loss

a lion roars in the darkness
only he holds the key
a light to free me from my burdens
and grant me life eternally

i cry out to god
seeking only his decision
gabriel stands and confirms

that i've created my own prison

***
IKY
LOL
YOUR MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER
YMG

What is considered pain

Feelings of being cut with a knife
or is it being stabbed in the heart
with emotions

Is it losing a loved one
or missing a real friend

Is it the feelings of no one caring
or just being alone

Does it come in times of darkness
or is it day by day

Can it be rationalized
or does it stay

This thing of pain
It must be great

I hear everyone talk about
It seems like it stays

I'm sorry to joke about it
But I'm in pain

I have nothing to give
No reason to stay
No reason to live

Came from the poor
Became an addict
Always working
To support my habit
Never stole
Very young
I moved one day
2000 miles away
I didn't have a clue
What to do or who to be
I made it big
And owned companies
My habbit found me
Was a function addict
Had many good friends
Always giving
Always caring
I went to prison
To get rid of my habit
I started writing
5 times a day
It was about my feelings
And the life that I had
I'm now away
From that style of life
I still have my companies
And I now have god
I help with the teens
I give to the poor
I teach drug awareness
I manage rap groups
And I'm always caring
I give nothing but love
To people I don't know
I would change my life
For nothing in this world

We put out principles in a antique box
Yet we put our feelings in Pandora's box

We brush our problems under the rug
Yet we keep our skeletons under our bed

We carry our baggage with emotions inside
We hide those feelings of wanting to die

We keep our dreams locked in our mind
Yet we talk of things and look for signs

Is there a key to this mystery
Or is it something we don't want to be

Antipathy towards a person
Makes you a biggot

Do people know what this means
It is such a nasty way to live

If you ever meet this type of person
Just turn away