my mask has gotten oh so heavy
but i don't want them to see
the person behind the facade
the real me
they barely see me, they see the mask
but it's cracking through
if i took off my mask
would you still love me like i love you?
i wish i could be me
but they would hurt me again
so i'll keep wearing this heavy mask
until i can finally break the chain
i always have to be the happy, funny talkative friend or it'll happen again