little cardboard houses ****  in the rain.

disintegrate.



they flee and we should

integrate.



some of us have kindness, some

have tiny cardboard houses.



she knows, she saw it in the back

bedroom.



outside a helicopter flew by the mountain,

trees came down, she heard the chain saw.



it is raining again.



sbm.

desultory moon
over Chrysanthemums tells
solitudinem.

It fills the ocean
As it fills my eyes
I care more for you
Than my own demise
If i can't hold back
Then what can i do?
I can't go that far
I can't say that to you
For fear that you'll
Turn your scarred back
On me, i'm a fool
I'm a fool
I'm a fool

Before you close your eyes and go to sleep I just thought I would take the time to remind you that you are important, you mean the world to somebody and if someone forgot to tell you how much you were loved today then please allow me the honor of saying this: I love you, I think you're great and I am so glad that you exist.

Here for the moment..
or however long that takes me..
until any memory of me is gone,
And I'm miraged inside your minds interface..
I escape thee..
I am left behind..
as time passes by..subtly..to erase me..

missing my dad is like missing gas to your car it's hard to go on
the things you said to me have left a scar on my heart
why would a dad say that why would a dad do that

Your absence from my life *****,
I've stopped making efforts that go in vain,
I've accepted that for you, there's nothing to gain,
But you were my calm in every storm,
You were the big bang, where my real journey began from,
You were all I aspired to be,
You were the only face I ever wanted to see,
You were the alpha and omega of all that I am,
You were the only one, with whom I'd share my bread and jam,
But you've severed all those ties,
And I've stopped believing my lies,
So we go on with our lives,
But,
Your absence from my life *****