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Dark Jewel Mar 2018
My heart skips a beat,
The rain crashing around me.

Lights flash,
Across the dreaded black sky.
A storm rolls in.
Thundering the drums on high.

Even in its majesty,
A destruction has laid its course.
The light flashes again,
No remorse.

Mother nature,
Is precious and kind.
within her fire however,
Is destruction divine.

Never question thy mother,
She will bring you a storming roar.

She is to not be toyed with,
Or she might forget you all.
Dark Jewel Mar 2018
Spirits may fade,
They may burn down in remorse.

Just remember thy course.
Your light burns brighter,
Than anyone in your family known.

Just remember,
You have a home.
Dark Jewel Mar 2018
Another year,
Another day.

A newer,
Brighter future.

So close to the new year,
Marks the day I was born.
12/18.

I don't feel much happiness,
Though I should...

Milestones come and go,
everyday is just the same.

Now I remain,
No different than yesterday.
Dark Jewel Sep 2017
Lone wolf,
In the storm.

Howling a broken melody,
Uncertain where to trek.
Uncertain of herself.

She plays strong,
She plays cool.
She plays wise.

Inside,
She knows.
She's broken.
Scarred.

Trying to reach,
That hand outstretched.
Trying to pull her into his arms.

He's trying to understand.
She's trying to explain.
Why it happens...
Why she's broken..

She can't explain,
Life just pushed her down.

Into the darkest hole,
It could find.

He's trying to save her,
She's trying to save him.
Not herself.

She doesn't think about herself,
Maybe that's the issue.
The burden she has.

The anxiety,
The mistrust.

It's all because,
Those she thought.
Could be trusted.

...couldn't...
Understand....
Dark Jewel Sep 2017
Time.
Time to bring,
A beast.

To the surface she creeps,
To the field she rises.
She brings destruction,
She brings beauty.

She is the anointed,
To seize life from others.

Murderer.

The call her.

Nightmare beast,
They name her.

When they don't see,
The broken heart behind the mask.
She's only human...

Not a perfection.
  Sep 2017 Dark Jewel
Red Bergan
Why do I **** it up?
Why don't I just not be here?

Constantly bashing myself,
Trying to grow.
Be a better person.

It isn't easy,
It's a nightmare to say the least.

I hurt those I love around me,
Because I can't trust.
Trust no one.

When I think I'm better,
That sickening feeling attacks.
Claws across my heart.
My brain seizes to think.

I panic,
I freak out.

Why?

WHYY?!?!

Why do I do this to myself?

I **** it up,
Because I'm so ****** up myself!

WHY?
Bad DAY.
  Sep 2017 Dark Jewel
Red Bergan
Seizing from sleep,
No more rest.
Shaking mind.

Nightmares grip,
Chains the one it holds.
Ripping every shred of faith,
In having sleep.

Please make it end...
Help me...

My god help me!
No more... my god no more
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