I didn't belong with* *them..
Beyond all help given.
A detailed line was crossed.

A line you burned,
Along with the tattered bridge..

Trust was never..
Such is the  Illusion..

**Of Family..

Keeping up with life,
Will not be easy..
So close to graduation..

So close to complete.
Applying for Career,
Steer me right.
Don't let me drown..

In my loneliness...
Handling everyone,
Everything..

Life has begun..

Growl...

Slithering among the shadows.
Following someone..
Hunter..
Growl..*

My.....Mate...?

It's my life,
Upon this deck of cards.
So practical.
Delicately placing them in order.

Spades, Clubs, Aces..
Telling a dark story..

Kings, Queens and Jacks,
Naming everyone you meet..
Some cards are ripped,
Tipping it into the trash.

"Nope, Can't trust them."

It's my life...
So far down the road..* Life....
Times are tough now,
Lack of sleep has inspired me.

Life.....
So delicate,
Like a flower in the breeze..

LIFE...
The meaning of the word says a million.
Tiny little things affect and alter,

Life...

Life.....

LIFE!

Has begun....

Burning into the holes,
*Of a damaged soul.

Crying in the night,
He holds me close.
Worried for what my thoughts say.

So much happens so fast..
Now no family,
Only one place to BUNK.
It was bound to happen,
When I spoke out..
Is it mature for me to say?

Did they have to act this way?

It's amazing where you end up,
When you open your mouth.
To speak your mind.
Hypocrite.

Will it ever end?
Will the pain ever end?
I'm not like HIM.
I'm not like YOU.
I'm not like HER.
I'm not like THEM.

I'm ME.

One thing I say for myself,
**Time to show them what I can do.

As I walk,
On the black top.
Till my feet bleed.
My wings tattered,
Soul destroyed.
Fearing for my life,
From the might of your words.
You brought this upon us...
Now I leave you,
Without saying Goodbye.
Without saying 3 little words.
They don't mean anything,
When I say them to you.

Only one thing left to say,
I'm sorry,
*But this is MY LIFE.