You promised you'll come back
Just a couple days after her death.

I wonder where have you been,
Have you lost your way along the road
And stray away from the path?

It has been 15 years today,
Since you went your way.

She told me to give up hope,
That what you promise was all but a joke.

Maybe I should stop waiting by the window,
Trying to see your missing shadow.

The pain that I never show,
Is the pain that you'll never know.

Come on, bro, we gotta put on a show
Keep up with the flow, we're doing this so
Turn off the lights, and I'll glow (Vanilla Ice reference)
A doe is a female deer, didn't you know?

With all these words I'll be put on death row
Doesn't matter, I'll continue to grow
While kneading the dough and ploughing the snow
I'm the rhythmic Van Gogh, let's take a trip to Bordeaux

To and fro on the lyrical train, don't have no woe
I see a siren's glow, whoops, time to lay low
You're from the Skid Row? I'm not though
Thanks for being my foe, guess you've learnt you reap what you sow

No cash I owe, a rhyming kilt I have to sew... Whoa, this is going way too slow but this little gift I bestow, please hold it in escrow. That'll be the quid pro quo and here we go.

But he was the ghost of my dreams.

If I was a god,
I'll have all time in my hands.
But I'll still take hours from my watch,
To try to understand.

If I was a god,
I would be immortal, undying.
But I'll still shed my blood clots,
To stop you from crying.

A god if I was,
It would be fine to not care.
But I would, for your cause,
And other matters to repair.

If I were to be a god,
I can just not bother.
But when I see you hurt,  
Being a god wouldn't be an honour.

If I am a god,
I would live without fears.
But in case you forgot,
Your screams still haunt my ears.

If I was the god,
I would have control on your life.
But I'll let you control mine cuz
Without you, I won't survive.

Try as i may,
Beneath the ground was where i stayed.
I was a fool, i gave up colour for gray,
Eternal pain and suffering, that was my price to pay.

But as i felt helpless, the world fading from sight,
I saw the most beautiful light.
Could this be? my escape from this plight?
To escape from the gray, to be bathed in white?

With nothing but escape in mind,
I rushed towards it, hoping to rejoin mankind.
And as i approached it, the brightness made me blind,
But i could feel it, i was no longer confined.

A second chance, was what i had received,
A free man once more, i no longer had to grieve.
And as i walked, i look at what i had achieved,
I had escaped the gray, and for that i was relieved.

But as i walked, i realized something was awry,
I was no longer a man, but a soul in the sky.
I knew i was still dead, and for that i cried,
Even though it was my choice to die.