I have this fear that you will discover that I’m not as great.
I am strong, but I break.
All the women walk down the street,
All beautiful and petite.
I look down the street to stumble upon long slender legs and dainty feet,
Only to realize it is because she does not eat.
I see a distorted image constructed by society’s idea of beauty,
And I am no longer aware of my duty.
People are always trying to define you,
That is what makes us all so blue.
I will never be good enough,
Which makes life so much more rough.
All I do is cry,
But my tears are running dry.
I sit here with a blade to my arm,
It has gotten so bad I turned to self harm.
I will never be good enough for you.
And with that I bid you adieu.
As I close my eyes,
The room fills with my cries.
Society is eating me alive.
When did this depression arrive?
All I want to do is heal.
But nothing here is real.
Here’s to society for making me hate myself.
You can place your trophies up on your shelf.
You injected your poison into my mind.
Heaven forbid you be the least bit kind.
This is the real world, no glass shoe.
Do not fall into the hole and let society define you.