Out in despair, I trod alone
I’m not an island but I am a man
Out to find my purpose,
That’s a goal, I seek;
To meet I must.
I need saving, of course I do;
To free me, from my mental trauma
I need heeling, come now
I pledge to love me, with all my might.

Although life’s unfair, I live
Through persecution, I live
I’m alive, I’ve won,
The battle between me and myself
I need a revelation, I do.

I sacrifice a lot, but yet results
I save a lot and yet I lose
I help a lot and receive no thanks,
How hard can life get?
I need to see.

Help me, I’m hurting
I cry day and night
I need help O Lord, only You Lord.
Thank you, for only you see
The pain I endure: hidden,
So deep within me.

I’m in a far place,
My heart needs rest,
Yes it does,
I need an ending,
A revelation I seek!

Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
The words I hear,
How they sink within, so deep it is
Be quiet, be quiet, I must
Because of helping, I get this pay
Maybe I should,
Just keep my mouth closed
Shut up! I must.

Shut up! Shut up!
Even when I sleep,
The words just cause me not to sleep
In the morning, in the night
I can’t take it anymore
I need to fix the problem with my tongue.
Shut up!

I thank me, oh only me,
Just to meditate,
I sit with me,
No distraction, no confusion
I just do me.

Me, myself and I, solely care
George, Jorge and Pepe, I only see
No one else in my mind,
I’ll be much better,
I surely would
Shut up! Shut up!
I’ll hear no more.

Shut up! Shut up!
What’s that I hear?
Oh wait, that’s not for me,
Of course it isn’t.
I’ll keep this going,
My concentration going,
No one else to say,
Shut up! Shut up!

Alone in my corner, no words to say
No one to talk to, no words I say
No one to turn to, without energy I can’t
I have no regrets, none at all
I just know too much people, I do.

The essence of friendship is uncertainty to me,
I can change myself with the power within,
I always wonder,
How it feels, not to speak;
Even just for a day, I want to feel.

I talk, I listen; I eat
But too much I speak
No matter how I try, I can’t stop talking
I turn to God, but didn’t wait for an answer
To be a thespian, I can’t
That’s the reason for my speech.

Hurt, hurt; hurt
Pain, pain; pain
All I feel is hurt and pain,
I do forgive but can’t forget.

I’ll just love me and do me,
No one to hurt me
No one to say to me;
Sshh, you talk too much
Oh, I hate the feeling of such,
Endless pain
Endless hurt
God please help me from this ache.