It could be too late now, to fix what's broken
Or to aid what once was true
We have fallen victim to time and distance
Still my dreams chase after you
With what ifs and wild fantasies
That sooth but also mock
We abandoned each other
And invested in others
Broken apart with tick and tock  

I still cry over what I wanted
That you could not provide
I'm sure you wish that things were different
But with the changing of the tide
We fell apart, not strong enough
Took the easy road; said goodbye
Now too far apart
You're saved in my heart
For I hope, another time

Let me try something more than just breathing, you tried to see me but you didn't understand me, I forgave you for nothing, you remembered me for everything, let me go of this journey, it'll be better without me, nobody could see it coming, but we fell apart, words meant nothing, love came and went, the way you treated me will be a memory, time will pass, thoughts of you will come and go, its okay to feel sorrow, we learn and grow for tomorrow, this life is a journey, a journey you'll have without me

I don't feel
Your touch
Anymore.

Or hear you
Calling my name.
I love you (past tense)

I don't taste
You on my
Tongue

Or smell your
Sweet, sweet
Scent.

Because
I love you
(Past tense)

I don't see
You in my
Dreams

Or think of
You that often
Anymore

Because
I love you
(Past tense)

But sometimes
At night
I lie awake

And I feel
Your touch
On my skin

I hear
Your voice
Calling me.

I taste
You on
My tongue

I catch
A whiff of
Your scent

I think
Of you.
Just you.

And hope
I'll dream
Of you again.

Because I
Don't love you
Past tense

Still,
I love you.
(Present tense)

Life is all about evolution.
What looks like a mistake to others has been a milestone in my life
even if people have betrayed me
even if my heart was broken
even if people misunderstood me
or judged me
I have learned from these incidents.
we are human and we make mistakes  
but learning from them is what makes the difference
take the lesson you've learned
and grow from it

It won't ever make sense
Why broken people
Try to fix broken people
But end up breaking them even more