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  Nov 2014 Jeremy D Scholz
holyoak
no one believes in me
no one thinks that i can see what i want to be
no one thinks i can do even one thing on my own 
they say i have no ambition 
that i left home with no ammunition 
to fight in a war of attrition 
with no foreseeable outcome
but i'm not cattle to be herded
i am a voice to be heard 
and listened to
i will accomplish so many things 
i will set out to be anything
i will be set on the highest pedestal 
my life will not be some humorous spectacle
my dreams are so much more than skeletal 
i'm more than the hollowed out bones that no one knows 
where nothing but emptiness grows
because you don't know me
you don't see that i'll be free to scream
so take me from these demons
i am no longer the old shirt 
left hanging in your closet 
i am no longer a speck of dirt
floating aimlessly for you to witlessly grasp at me as i head to see the minds that i can change 
my voice will be heard from the high heavens to the depths of hell
my words will mend the broken skin that we all live in
my ideas will free us from the suffering and the covering of our eyes 
and i will not just be believed in
i will be known 
and you'll wish i could see you

[holyoak]
  Sep 2014 Jeremy D Scholz
holyoak
white knuckled pallbearers
for open handed corpses
silent as the pastor
emotionlessly
reads the rehearsed eulogy
i learn that funerals
were never meant
for the dead
they were always meant
for those left alive
because you haven't truly lived
until you've died inside*

[holyoak]
Jeremy D Scholz Sep 2014
People twist and swirl,
In a vague impression of motion
A surging stream, bodies mingle
The flowing crowd moves like water
In part I am drawn to join the decant
By a sense of missing human connection
Their minds wrap together twisted
The dance to the command of an embedded song
Snow-like static thoughts are unclear
Haunting blank stares bid me to stay aloof
A jovial atmosphere moves through the streets
On each face a hallow smile portrayed
With great effort, diverted gaze
Turning to new unmolested roads
I will not be swept away
By humanities passing parade
Jeremy D Scholz Sep 2014
Blood Fist and broken glass
Hate and anger clash at last

Battle rages deep inside

Heart and mind are torn
within the soul I face a storm
Jeremy D Scholz Sep 2014
Wondering in thoughts, stirred by emotions
Memories of time spent together

Wanted distractions from the mundane
Lost in “what if” and “could have been”

The past dress in fantasy warms my heart
The walks on moonlit streets

Holding hand on rainy nights
Driving on mountain roads

Your kiss lost on my lips
Is seared into my mind

Remembrance stands bittersweet
Loved for a moment, considered forever
Jeremy D Scholz Sep 2014
Chased by demons born in childhood fear
Nightmares reclaim their former tier

The man with no eyes sent to steal my sight
Run and hide, panic causes my flight

Concealed in my haven; I hear his infestation
Bewildered and enraged at his vile molestation  

Hidden, my breath catches, silence falls, heart pounds
Frozen in fright, steps fall near, voiceless scream, I’m found.
Jeremy Scholz 2007
Jeremy D Scholz Sep 2014
Walking the paths of childhood
A pang of familiar affection

A kinship to the child locked inside
Bound by the light that steals all mystery

The grandness of discovery, a child’s eye
Every new idea seems an adventure to undertake

Clouds that were dragons and mythical creatures
Are now water vapor pulled along by jet streams

Junk, mud, and holes in the ground
Kingdoms and castles to a child’s mind

For all the triumph knowledge holds
A lingering hope for the return of mystery

But, in Pandora’s footsteps
There is no going back
Jeremy Scholz 2006
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