JEM jAZzY WATERS

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

Walk, talk, smile, laugh,engage in all the joys of life

A walk well planned, talk void of emotion, smile well practiced, a laugh utterly strained out

Meet me. The me you see every day. You meet and greet, empower, mistreat

Forced to hide and retreat, loud yet discreet,  meet me. A well formed smoke screen to shield me from the pain. Not that I'm hurting...i just never want to go back again.

Work, play, learn, grow into a mighty woman of valor.

Work hard, play not to die inside, learn the worlds ways and grow into bitterness

Meet her. You're in school with her. In church, at work, the ultimate Joan of ark,

cries in the dark coz fate made its mark,  listen...hark. Meet her. To her, waste called by any other name is still waste. A mistake called human is still a mistake. Not that shes hurting...she just never wants to go back again.

Big, strong, tough, focused on the legacy he must leave.

Big boy, strong by default, tough on the exterior yet focused with no vision.

Meet him. A little boy ignored for too long, wannabe king kong, isolation is his song, A magnet for the wrong, personality faker than Hong Kong, meet him. Like a forgotten comic book hero that wears a mask anyway. Trying to be the father his wasn't to him. Not that he is hurting...he just never wants to go back again.

Wisky, lager, spirits, beers and a little extra more,

Wisky in the morn, lager for noon, spirits for the early eve and beers for the night.

Papa do you see? Aren't you proud? We didn't become like you, we are better. More lethal than any of the blows mama endured, more than any spirits you drowned in.  we saw it all. Bottles always bottoms up because you broke and, just didn't know how to get back again.

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

A CARELESS MANS CAREFUL DAUGHTER

It's not the reason I love you , It's not the reason I care...It's not the reason my love is true,It's not the reason I dare. Dare to care, ignore to beware, give the power to ensnare...me. Capital M.E...  Massive ecstasy!  I can give you things only angels have witnessed. Cherry popping, lush and exciting, palpitatingly breathtaking , devouring smooth and steady rock, and ready sugar spilling vibrance. A first class flight to heaven with a side trip to paradise. But none of this is yours... Not yet no. See its the prince in charming I wanna see before I give in. Let's just say I'm a careless mans careful daughter.

But whenever you're with me, Whenever you flash your cologate  smile, Whenever I can't break free, Whenever I feel I'd walk another mile. A mile to rile me up, single file, while you pull me deeper in style...by my heart. Capital H.E.A.R.T... His expressive available ruby treasure! The  key to eternal happiness. A soaring inclusion of perpetual intercession with ultimate submission needing heavenly intervention, you  couldn't begin to envision. Love so consuming it could light the world on fire with a touch of two palms. But like I said, it's not yours...not yet at all. It's the knight in shining armor I wanna see before I give in.  Let's just say I'm a careless mans careful daughter.

Yet though my hearts waves read my caution, tearing at my past, my bells ring when I think of letting you in, my list of reasons so vast.  To show me all you have to do is ask me bmw. Capital B.M.W. Be my wife! I want you, not in bits and pieces but the whole thing. Baby I want a ring and I don't mean a phone! Let's just say, I'm a careless mans careful daughter.

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

GRAND - papa!

Grandpa is the greatest man I know
Not Hercules or Thor but the bestest
In him, chivalry lives on all on behalf of a billion men.
A legend in the present and a guide from the past.
....My first love.

82 and still going, rock of ages you better hear me.
I know each day he grows closer to meeting you and further from me
But God hear me now, at least let him live to see my dreams come true
....however soon that is for you.

But No worries he isn't going anywhere
He's superman. Scratch that, he is MY man.
I'm his baby girl's baby girl. Making me...his world.
So heaven wait some more.
....he is mine

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

BATTLE!

From the sea they approach,

to attack a fair city,

Trailed by nightmares,

and hellish pity.

The flash of guns,

smoke on the wind,

ships blown to splinters,

Tormenting their kind.

Once a fleet,

now smoking hulks,

Turining men into torches,

Weapons, useless bulks.

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

Ordinary, Extraordinary

We all yearn for Irony,

The Irony they call love,

The path that’s old and dandy,

A gift from above.

The irony when you love,

And are not loved in return,

To feel the peace of a dove,

Feelings that make your heart churn.

Love is patient,

Love is kind,

Yet it also means,

Slowly loosing your mind!

It makes you blind,

And somewhat frail,

Yet opens your hearts eyes,

And will always prevail!

Love is a sea of questions,

With a simple answer,

At its fullest and multiplied,

With no banter.

God is love,

And love the same,

Understanding it might take for life,

But its all in one name!

JEM jAZzY WATERS Jan 2016

The Clouds' Sky

If you look up on a sunny day,

You see marshmallows drift away,

well at least that's what the clouds look like,

when the sun is shinning gold and bright.

At times they look like cyclones,

without their tips,

like floating islands

with the ocean at their hips,

like a snowstorm frozen in one place,

or a mist of white dust,

from a horse riding towards space.

A silky blue fabric spread out under cotton,

like the scenery of when a fairy is born,

the magical land from which it's torn,

sings it's own song as nature sings it's own.

Jan 2016

Lukoje

Convincingly Sane

Insanity* is not
doing the same thing over
and over
expecting a different result.

Because I do
a mathematics exam paper
every week
always getting a different result.

Insanity is not
loving someone that doesn't
love you
back the way you deserve.

Because I have
loved my grandfather
each day*
since death stopped his heart.

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