I am standing here with utter disappointment ,
Finding my way out of the panic
Anxiously I gave some rude replies to push away the commitment,
Is taking the dream at night is the best way to have it ?

The eligies comprehend my emotions; shimmering zeal in darkness...

Dragon, one of clouds
made out of imagination
a teen who looks at it wonders
is this incarnation, of thunders
adjusting his iris he gazes
at the sky
which brimmed amaranth
witnessing this serenity his heart cries why

i feel myself fading away
growing up like a dreamer
i see dawn's intriguing play
with arms wide open i try to reach her
i feel myself fading away
entering a rebellious state
a necessary change, as some say
to live by this trait
i feel myself fading away
trapped in hallucinations
the fear of these,
is god’s way
to prepare one for infinite meditations

So many poems
and stories
have gone unwritten
due to fear of not being good enough

vividly he gazed at the ceiling
with his hands vermilion
willingly his vision blurred
as he entered Heaven’s pavilion …

A void that exists
in my heart
for the view of the mists
on the day they start
empty shackles that now evince
hitherto made verve depart
seldom I’ve seen
my heart pleading for such grotesque art…

I’ve been longing to write a piece
one that compares growth of a sapling
with man’s journey to find inner peace
vehemently I drag myself
assiduously I reach out for a page
to scribble on
I’ve been longing to write a piece
one that explains process of dusk to dawn
a symphony on which my life rests upon
I’ve been longing to write this piece
following this my wait of love will be released …