vesparations
a word I just created
seems to be in desperation
not finding a synonym
in my google thesaurus so I invented
it
a combinating  psuedonym
a conjagulations freebiddanence
a twelve lettered
sort of word
that suits my aim right now
to a tee
or is that t?
or tea?
**** inventing words
is frustrating...

Just learn it all
Empower your brain
Open your mind
There is more wisdom and knowledge for you to gain
Take it in stride
Learning is a lifelong experience
Continue to edify yourself
Make your world brilliant

a rare early day at relieiving stress
a shot at one fifteen of scotch
no less
took a care not less attitude
right then
turned off all six of my cellphones
put my feet up
twiddled my thumbs for
the first time in a decade
bills to pay **** them
my credit rating
sheeesh
when am I gonna go out and buy a Porsche
without cash
gotta  be kidding me
so I sit and languidly soak into a myst fall
from the cliff of civility
brave my wife to not make a salad how
'bouts we have just raw meat tonight
I see her blush
behind her apron strings
and today is god ****** good
for me

If you ask how long I will stay

I will ask how long till the end of days
Till love gives out on all it's made
I'll keep holding on into the late

If you ask how long till there's nothing left

I will ask how long till my dying breath
Till every dot, dash, and words been said
I'll keep giving you all I have

If you ask how long I'll keep holding on

I will ask how long has this love grown
Till time stands still on the grey and old
I'll keep away the chill from the marrow bone

I will stay until there's nothing left
Holding on until my last dying breath