Phoenix, AZ My life, the decision tree.
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I remember sitting on the dock in the summer. The sky was too deep for stars. Gentle lightning struck the mountains beyond the lake, shadowing out every stress of my existence with pure energy. I have no wisdom from those moments. I remember only the peace of floating idly.
There was no need for thunder. There was no need for rippling in the water. There was no need for the distant calls of the loons. There was only the simple silence and my brain’s imagination of the chaotic show that may or may not come.
The world outside me had fallen into an infinite vastness between each distant fractal of light.
I am not a religious person. I don’t believe in God, and I think divinity is subjective.
But I’ve always believed in the entropy of nature as it delicately chooses leaves to twirl in a pending storm like a quantum fate.
Blank pages are the most aggravating aspect of writing. A dead tree, defiled by human interest, can apparently taunt quite well. I want to shred it--to rip it and throw it away. My carnal urge is to destroy possibility. But why? Fear. Waste. Boredom. Ongoing projects are boon to my blank pages. That's why all of my blocks of thought begin so atrociously.