I'm a lil drunk
so please don't judge me baby
I had a tad bit much
of the UV Blue
but I can honestly say
you sure look good
I wonder if your lips they taste
just as good as the UV Blue

this is the
l
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n
g
e
s
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night on my own
baby let me go easy
don't say that you love me
don't tell me that you need me
we could start thing over
but would that really change
the way you been making me feel
you even said yourself
when it comes to matters of the heart
it's you who's being selfish
please let me go easy
don't say that you love me
don't tell me you need me
when all you do is keep on feeding me a ******* lie
I'm so tired of being alone, hanging onto
all the promises you made
this is the longest night on my own
we could start thing over
but would that really change
the way you been making me feel
you even said yourself
when it comes to what truly matters
it's you who's being selfish
I'm so tired of being alone, hanging onto
every heartbeat waiting for you
this is the longest night on my own

I sit here and waste my time
in my own world
To afraid to Smile
It may hurt
In this Cruel WoRld
I hide my eyes
In my sorrowful world
I collect my tears in an old
broken bottle
Hid away from this Brutal WoRld

take me back to days when i was younger
playing ball, backyard BB's all summer long
cruizin in dad's 69 Chevy Malibu
396 big block
metallic blue with a hood scoop
**** that car was so cool
and so was i
when he dropped me off at school
haha..
It was 1981 when had my first crush
puppy love or whatever it was
climbing on the monkey bars
showing off
trying to win Mandy Taylor's heart
acting wild
when i fell and hit my head
I didn't get style points
ouch... that **** really hurt
but when she giggled
I thought to myself
it was worth it just to see her smile.
haha...

baby I know you been sleeping
so many nights alone
your broken heart
has got you dreaming
someday, maybe
your prince charming
will come along
just take you in his arms
and hold you so close and tight
you almost feel the magic
when you close your eyes
as you are wrapped up in his touch
so encaptured by his love
it sweeps you right off your feet
awee... Baby into the night you dream
of this enchanted love
where every kiss and every hug
lifts you so high up above baby
you hold onto the sun and make your world
a much brighter and happier day
by spreading the sunshine with the love in your heart
and the smile on your beautiful face.
now the the night is young
it's just you and me
and this dream
that we both share together baby
I wanna be the one
that you dreaming of
to wipe away your tears
chase away your fears
all your sorrows
baby just believe in me
I got so much love
I wanna give to you
so real, so true
a kind of love
that is cherished
with an infinite infinity of love times 2
I'll be your hero
your knight in shining armor girl
the who comes and saves you baby
from this crazy world of
that left your heart broken
my arms are open
wider than the oceans
my whole life's in this moment
waiting for you

acid face
coke up the nose
laced up
ice running through my veins
rocket ship
watch me taking off
heading straight for the moon
I'm space cowboy baby

Its automatic
my heart starts pounding
the way she walk
       the way she talks  
this girl just turns me on
Its automatic
I can't help myself
my defenses fall
the way she moves
       the way she grooves
this girl just turns me on
Its automatic
     Its automatic baby
Its automatic

Its automatic
I can't keep my mind
            my thoughts, my eyes off her
this girl just turns me on
Its automatic
my defenses fall
     the attraction is far too strong
I lose all self control
this girl just turns me on
Its automatic

autumn leaves are falling
the sunrise in the sky
so beautiful as when she smiles
and everyday is like a gift
that just keeps on giving                
such a tender heart filled with love
reminiscing
so precious in this life
are the moments we live
Daddy's lil girl
she means the world to me
and when she sings
my heart listens
such a sweet melody
autumn leaves falling
and everyday is like a gift
that just keeps on giving      
Daddy's lil girl
she means the world to me

You are my breath,
the very air I breathe
You are my hope,
you are my strength
You are my heart,
my every heart beat
You are my everything
You are the music
You are the song I sing
You are the sweetest melody
You are a blessing
You are my everything

despite the fights at night
when we cuddle and your in my sight
lyin next to me rubbin my back
because everything's alright
grasp upon reality
now can you see im high as a kite
and i just might disappear for the slight
chance i may be picked up
for some bogus stick up
this nights tough i lay alone in the cell
just because i was tryin ta sell
just to keep our hope and keep the baby well
now your sellin too just to post bail
going through hell
but soon youll have a story to tell
about how you loved him so much
holdin on to every kiss and talkin about
how when you get every touch it isn't enough

They say Love can move mountains
Love can be magic
Love can make you feel so high
that you never ever wanna come down
That's the love I found in you Baby
So beautiful and magical
fanatical, dazzling
truthful, just so unimaginable
it's like a miracle
I'm walking on the clouds
and I never wanna come down..
Love is passion, Love is warm
Love is a kiss,Love is a child being born
Love is a song playing in our hearts
it's melody moves us
we sing and dance to its rhythm
and with love nothing can tear us apart
you feeling me baby
it's real  so deep insane , it's crazy
and I wouldn't have it any other way
and I love you Baby
I might not not be famous
but you still make me feel like a rap star
killing these syllables  with real love
that you can feel in your heart and soul
my love for you it overflows
and each and everday it grows
babydoll don't you know
that i love you so
babydoll don't you know
babydoll don't you know
I will never let you go

I don't remember her name
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the taste of her lips.
I don't go looking for trouble
but it always seems to find me
We go together like a married couple tattoos and belly button rings,
shattered glass
broken hearts and jim beam.
I don't remember her age
It's all the same
I must of been trippin
cause I fell in love
with the way she was moving her hips
I fell in love with a stripper....

that look in your eyes
I find so hard to believe that you feel what you say
when you tell me you still care
then why did you go, why did you leave me
I just want to know does it come from your heart
actions speak louder than words
when it comes to caring
about someone who you say you truly love
it still haunts me how you left without saying goodbye
knowing how much I cared about you

And maybe I was wrong
for thinking
that you would never leave
I have been fighting back the tears
Baby please
I'm not that strong
As I feel that one drop of sorrow
running down my cheek
that carries your love with me.
I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been such a miserable and painful ride
I'm surprised I'm still alive
when my heart died
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
It's so much harder to survive
when you're just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beatin' black and blue
These ****** bruises, they are my tattoo's

I don't know how to explain this
or really how to say this
but I think about you night and day
even when I'm awake
I'm daydreaming about you
it's forever in a day that my heart can't take
being without you.
Oh God how I prayed
you would send an angel my way
please Lord don't forsake me
because I need one now
to take my heart in her hands
and awaken my soul
then a tear ran down my face
because I don't want to wait
for an answer as I cried forever in a day.  
Time so much time forever in a day .....
I just can't wait
til we meet so I can I see your face
lay in your arms and feel your warm embrace
because I love you

brace yourself
there is no escaping
welcome home to sweet hell
the door is always open
to us you don't mean nothing
just another lost soul
*******
there's no use running from it
so stand here and face your fear
something wicked this way comes
and it won't do no good
to repent of your sins
***** you should of did it
when you could
now it's too late
so stand here and face your fear
sumthin wicked this way comes

If I laid down here tonight
would you remember my name
If I stay here with you
would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines
cause baby I love the way
you take me by surprise
there's no place I rather be
than right here with you for the rest of my life
I'm falling so deep
I love the way you look into my eyes
and just say my name
and I just love the way you take me in your arms
you make everything feel so right
so baby If I gave you what's left of my heart
would you say that this is forever
cause I never want this night to end
tell me would you still feel the same  
when the morning sun shines

I live my life
in a fantasy
Sometimes I see
things in a different way
then you might see
      but that's just me
Now I don't own a white horse
but I still make you my queen
for you darling I would do anything
bring you sunshine in the rain
by painting rainbows in the sky
I just want to see you smile
I live my life
in a dream
and sometimes I see
things in a different way
then you might see
      but that's just me
I can be a shining star
granting every wish your heart desires
I'll be your Romeo
holding you close in my arms
for you darling I would give you my all
bring you sunshine in the rain
by painting rainbows in the sky
I just love to see you smile
I live my life everyday
to make my dreams into reality

In this world of make believe
darlin it's just you & me
together that's how it's suppose to be
with a love we share for eternity
in this land of fairy tales
hearts of gold and magic spells
dreams come true with the wishing wells
the truest of love rings the wedding bells
always forever no sad farewells
breathe in my love
you feel it as you exhale
a place called heaven
with no place called hell
a reason to live with a life that's not frail
throw away the oars
and let's just set sail
in the world of make believe
take me to another place
i need to feel your body baby
driving me so crazy
i just need to feel your body baby
take me to another place
i just need to feel your body close t o me

everyday I pray
I wake to see
sunny days with rainbows
mountain tops
endless oceans blue
standing
hand in hand
heart to heart next to you
late at night I dream
of you heavenly angel
your body sparkles in beauty
along side where the ocean meets the shore
these are my thoughts
when I'm laying next you
every time I'm with you
something comes over me
like rivers running into oceans
it's so deep
every time I fall in love with you
over and over again

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
baby you're so amazing
set my heart a blaze
craving for just a taste
of your sweet cherry lips
i take your hand and place
my hands upon your hips
lets share this dance
underneath the stars and monn
just me and you
sharing the sweetest romance
together we stand
surpassing the sands of time

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you

i'm just a simple man
not to complicated
i live a pretty simple life
i believe in God
i don't cheat or lie
and sometimes I might cry
but that only means I human, Right!
i'm just the type of guy
i don't need a whole lot of money
to make me happy
because money can't buy me love
as matter of fact
i think i'd rather spend my life
hugging and kissing my happy simple wife
(?????????????)

Am i dreaming

i'm just a dreamer
who gets lost in the words
you think I'm crazy
but it's only my heart talkin, baby
i'm just a writer
of these simple songs
just one heart beat away
from falling in love with you
you still think I'm crazy
now don't you baby
and maybe it is true
it's only because I'm crazy
about you

Life goes on
every second is a minute
I'm missing you
every minute is an hour
I'm missing you
every hour is a day
Looking in the mirror
the reflection of
a beautiful silhouette figure
makes me shiver
I 'm just wishing you was here

You knew me from the start
because you held my heart
Did you expect me not to bleed?
How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I ever wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love
was deep but you cut me open
much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen
and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry I don't get it.

every time I think of you
I feel more each day
just another little piece
of my heart breaking
you was right
it's never goodbye
so dry the tears
and just fake a smile
and carry on baby
it's too late to back and change
yesterday is gone
but i still feel you in my heart baby
Take my tears fly free
what is broken inside
let rain drops fall
reminding me it's never goodbye

Time after time
I thought you would always be mine
but you be trippin
instead you be ripping my heart out
unremitting the same ole ****
constantly cheating
using me for everything you can get
so selfish, un trusting,jealous, lustful,
restless, reckless when it comes to love
why because you be loving nobody but
your mother ******* self.... There it is
and what I say is what I felt.
I have only felt this way since I met you

time frozen
the ticks on the clock
no longer ticking ...
the sound of Tic Tock
this so surreal feeling
I feel dead
the rhythm of my heart
beating so silently still as I
close my eyes and lay here without you tonight

Call me poetry
rhymes flow so cold and defiant
I'm like the antichrist
notorious and unholy
causing damage when I spit
no ****...*****!!!
it's like volcanic
I'm spittin fire
putting mother ******* in panic
running for the hills
I'm so ILL
so get ready......
Just Call Me Poetry

Feel that cool breeze
in the hot summer heat
girl you look so good to me
and if this is real love
then baby I guess I'm in deep
your body is like an open book of poetry
I'm reading you and your every move
subconsciously thinking
the things that you and me could be doing
MMMM...  Just call it Poetry

Let's make this understood
You carry my heart
as you betray my trust
but I still love the way
it feels when you **** me good
just **** me baby
awee yea the sweet pain it kills
spill your empty words
curse me show no remorse
leave me hanging by a thread
no give and all take
such a wicked vicious game you play
you exterminate my dreams
open up my eyes only to wake up dead
it's not love baby unless it hurts
but you make it hurt so ******* good

she's not just another pretty face
she's got cuts and scars
but to me she is beautiful in so many ways
i know the song in her heart
she only sings to me ....

can't you see
Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see

if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy
what's the game of life all about
i once heard somebody say
once you're in, you're in, you can't get out
it's on you how you gonna play
it's up to you to choose
roll the dice win or lose
it's the chances that you take
the decisions that you make
you can put on the brake
and play it safe
or just like love put your
heart all in and watch it break
and there you are
back at the beginning of the race

Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see
if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy

just be sincere
and hold me near
whisper in my ear
words I wished to hear
unbreak my heart
take away my tears
Let me know you are really there
It's so hard I swear
all this wear and tear
has smeared
my heart with lies and fear
If I could only reach the stars
fly past the moon, I would give you the sun
just to reach out and touch you
Just let the world around us fall apart
we can make this dream last
baby if we are heart to heart


i know we disagree
but baby please hear me out
I'm missing you
but baby tell me
are you missing me
all these sleepless nights
without you here are tearing me apart
I swear my love to you
this time there's no doubt
that together we can work it out
cant you see what it is you mean to me
my heart bleeds without you in my life its killlin me
Can't you see

Can't you see
Oh Cant You See
Can't you see what this love is doing me
Can't you see
if i was gone tomorrow....
would you even care would you even sorrow....
expressed the feelings you bare
if you had the last words to say to this man
what would they be baby
can you tell me why have everything went so crazy

Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
you couldn't see
what was really deep down inside of me
To reveal my inner thoughts and deeply hit emotions
You made me believe
the sunny side of me was shady
Only behind me a fine line
You had to lie to me Baby
Why is that you pour out your heart
You love somebody to much
Then they just don't love you anymore
It's a crying shame what they do
It leaves you feeling used
and what hurts the most is knowing the truth
and the truth is....You never even cared Baby
Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
I just want to write my life away
I'm not ashamed to say
that I take the blame
for all the ******* mistakes I made
Sometimes I just feel so numb....
I can't escape so I face the day alone and afraid
On my knees I pray I try to contain this pain
As this blade cuts across my vein
Let my name be written
Jason forever lives in this mother ******* drama
as I'm getting older
I try to make this life a better you and me
but this crisis has got me
buried deep keeping me from believing
I'm clean and sober

Come With Me

written by

Jason Schnepper

verse 1

come with me
you and me one on one
go find a place
we can dance
and romance
take my hand
come on
come and give me a hug
come with me baby
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

verse 2

come with me
there's so many
places i wanna see
you and me
when we're together
it's a permanent vacation baby
that means forever
that we never part
it's your love
hugs and kisses
that this heart
of mine embraces
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

verse 3

come with me
you and me one on one
take a walk down the aisle baby
as we become husband and wife
it's a permanent vacation baby
that means forever
that we never part
it's your love
hugs and kisses
that this heart
of mine embraces
the night is young
I see it on your face
so eager to advance
you and me one on one
I know you wanna so
if you gonna
let's not waste the night away
come with me

chorus

let me be the one to love you baby
let me be the one to pick you up if you fall pieces
come with me let me be the one
who will always love you and never let you down
let me be the one to love you baby
i can't be your everyone but let me be your only one
just come with me

It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
as the memories play
the tears fall from my eyes
I will never see your face
I will never hear you laugh
now this cold and empty space
inside me is all I have
lord I feel so betrayed
if I only had another day
to change it all and she
would hear all the words
I need to say
I get on my knees and pray
and ask God why does it
have to be this way
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
the rain is steady pouring
i'm drowning in despair
at times I wonder
is there really anybody up there
and if there is do you even care?
it's like I hit a brick wall
I take a step then I fall
I try to pick myself up
I fight and I claw
heading down the wrong path
all I can recall is the demons that I saw
and the nightmare of it all
Lord if you hear me
won't you steer me in the right way
help me see clearly si I live to see another day
I'm stuck in this rut
all I feel is giving up
and many times I told myself
I just don't give a F#ck
every day I struggle just to make it
through these tough times
devil got me blind with evil thoughts
messing with my mind
if cut myself or maybe just put a bullet
in my brain
send up to heaven cause I'm so tired of dealing
with all the pain
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye
It's a sad day
Sometimes I reminisce
when I used to kiss your lips
I feel so heart sick
I drift into the memories
that I miss
when you held me
in your arms I felt so safe
and secure
but now you're gone
the curtain falls
today I took a walk
trying to clear my mind
don't want to talk about it
I just need a little time
it's like looking in the mirror
the reflection of your face
is implanted in my mind
and my soul is an empty space
I don't know where to go
where to turn
I see death and destruction
in this world all around me
nothing is gonna change
always gonna stay the same
the scars always remain
Some days
God I feel so lost
and I'm fighting with my demons
my heart is silent
but inside my head I'm screaming
It's a sad day
such a sad way
that you had to
say goodbye

I use my imagination
to satisfy this illusory craving
as I look so deep inside your beautiful  eyes
and taste the sweet nectar of your delicious cherry lips
your kisses beg for me to take you all the way
I can't get you off my mind
I got a burning desire
to lay your body down next to me
and just kiss and touch you all over
and make mad passionate love to you baby

My baby might be shy
but she sure knows how to love me right
her hugs and kisses drives me crazy
oh my gosh...
I'm so tangled up in her smile
her sweet love has got a hold on me
she's got that magic touch
I can feel it every heart beat
oh yeah I can feel it
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
my little ******* bunny
honey dripping from her lips
so soft and wet
make me spend my money
for a night I know won't forget
rock me like a hurricane
oh yeah my body is never
going to ever feel the same
oh my gosh...
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night
I want your love baby
I need your love
I want your love baby
I need your good, good love
keep a rockin me baby
rock me all through the night

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it's Christmas time
you can feel it in the air
all the lights on the houses
shining bright everywhere
sending cards in the mail
spreading Christmas cheer
with a season's greeting
and a Happy New Year
the crowds at the mall
people buying up gifts
all the little boys and girls
with their own special list
to give to Santa
cause they swear they been good
asking for a big bag of toys
please Santa if you could
then a lil girl with a tear in her eye
so pretty as an angel
even Santa had to cry
when she asked
can you just bring my daddy back home
so me and my mommy wont have to be so alone
see her daddy is gone some where across seas
off to fight a war in the Middle East
oh Please Santa
can you just bring world peace
all I want for Christmas is to spend it with my daddy
and even though that Christmas star shines so bright
she's still praying every night that her daddy is safe
and he will be home soon

it's Christmas time
you can see it all around
all the kids bundled up
all the snow on the ground
a Sledding we will go
making angels in the snow
people bringing joy
kissing underneath the mistletoe
singing Christmas carols
from Jingle bells
to Here Comes Santa Claus
the first Noel ,little saint nick
jack frost nippin at your nose
it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
so let it Snow
chestnuts roasting on a open fire
it's lovely weather For a sleigh ride together
but the only problem is I'm missing you
that lil girl lays there dreaming and in her heart
she knows the true meaning of the holiday
it's not about spending all your money
or waiting to open the gifts
underneath the the tree
It's a time to celebrate the birth
of a baby born in a manger
For God did not send his Son into the world
to condemn the world
but to save the world through him
it's Christmas time
let's let the ones we love know
hold them close
never let them go
spread the love black or white Mexican, Chinese
Korean, Arab or Filipino
it doesn't matter we all still the same
don't you know
let's make this world a better place for you and me
one love, one God one holy son
and together we can make this chain
bring this world peace

when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is a mystery
she has my heart in her hands
I grant her every wish on demand
her yearning begs me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
She taunting me
she knows i can't resist
I'm powerless against the sweetness
of her lips
her kisses beg for me
when I'm asleep
I find her in my dreams
she is haunting me
she knows I cant hinder
the soft and tender
caressing on her skin
Her body begs for me
( looking for somebody to collab please )

this crazy life
has it's ups and downs
each and everyday
can sometimes seem like a struggle
to keep up to keep two feet on the ground
always something or someone
trying to bring you down
this crazy life of mine
is like walking on a tight rope
one slip it's over
this crazy life






take me home
to a place where you never grow old
the whiskey flows like a river
giving me the sweetest kiss I ever taste
the sweet taste of Tennessee on my lips

I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself          
and maybe i'm too sensitive                                      
          maybe I'm too afraid                                
maybe i think too much                                      
          maybe i'm too defensive                                                            
maybe i'm out of touch                                        
          or maybe i'm just crazy                                
but wait....
          maybe I been hurt to many times
maybe i'm blind to love
          soul searching
trying to find myself
          maybe I'm meant to be alone
I'm a hard luck man
          running in circles
I'm a drifter
     I'm a dreamer
I'm a face without a name
     I'm a broken heart
free fallen
     I'm a song written
inside of me
     I'm a hopeless romantic
soul searching
     trying to find myself        
Poetry For Life

I don't know where to start
I'm breaking my own heart
This is so hard
becuz I love you darlin
If only somehow i could be there
with you I swear I would
be there lying next to you right now
letting this all out how I feel inside.
Ever since I met you I felt something so different about you
And even tho we was so many miles apart i felt so close something so special about you opened back up my heart
You touched me with a feeling of your sweet loving arms that could reach
right out and pull me close and just hold me for awhile as we talked for hours and hours on the phone.

this crazy life has it's ups n' downs
each and every day
can sometimes seem like a struggle
to keep up and keep two feet on the ground
always somethin or someone there
trying to bring you down
this crazy life of mine
is like walking a tight rope
one slip it's over
this crazy life
can sometimes make you feel so, so f#ckin unhappy
each and every day
always somethin or someone there
trying to steal your sunshine away
this crazy life can drive you insane if you let it

tears .......
each drop
is a
waterfall
c
a
s
c
a
d
i
n
g
onto my lips
waiting
for
someday that
love may appear
but for now
this bitter kiss is all i taste

I'm
a
masterpiece
of
poetry
cut
myself
open
so you can
see
what's
in
my heart
and
these words and lyrics I bleed!!!!

I walked through the fire
romanced the flames
somewhere lost in time
i held her tight in my dreams
but who is she...
Heaven awaits a broken heart
oh, how I prayed
Dear God please won't u send an angel my way
and then there she came so beautiful
this can't be true
cause I must be in heaven
and baby
every time I think of you
I feel you caressing my thoughts
Your love flows like an endless river inside my heart
I feel your breath every time I breathe
Your love lifts me up, gives me strength
It brings new life to me
Every time I'm in your arms
I feel so safe wrapped in your warm embrace
Your love, your sweet love is all I need

I like the way
you say my name
when we're making love
I like the way
you touch me baby
give me cold chills
but I love so much
the way
you make my body feel
so **** good
when we're making love
I like the taste
of your sweet lips
when you kiss me baby
and I like the way
you take me in your arms
and just hug and squeeze me
ewwee give me goose bumps
but i love so much
the way you
make my body feel
so **** good
when we're making love

May 7th 2015

Baby I can't lie
If you ask me how have I been
and I told you I was fine
when all I want to do is cry
because after all this time
I miss you
Baby I can't deny
we once had a love so true
and just your smile
could get me through
some of the worst days of my life
Baby I can't  hide
from the feelings that are deep inside
because after all this time
I still need you
every now and then
I find myself flipping through my phone
reading every message that you sent
my eyes tear up
when I think about what we could of been
because it was over before it began
Baby I can't lie
everything is not fine
I can't deny I need you in my life
I can't hide the truth
I stil love you

It starts deep in my heart
My thoughts are vivid
I paint a picture of you and me
together holding hands
I look into your eyes
and in this moment  
I see far past the stars and moon,
the sands of the ocean between us
I can see you always and forever
in my life

It starts so deep in my soul
My thoughts are vivid
I paint a picture of the beauty
two hearts becoming whole
I look into your eyes
and in this moment  
I see far past the stars and moon,
the sands of the ocean between us
I can see you always and forever
in my life

It starts so deep in my heart and soul
I follow the waves to reach you

Picking up the bones
kicking stones down the road to hell
so don't tell me you know me
when you never knew me at all
see the writing on the wall
silhouette image of a *******
telling you to F#*K OFF!!!

My heart is beating
I step out of rhythm
I set out to be somebody different
Time to turn the page
start again
I been waiting for this day
it seems my whole life

hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
ever since you left
nothing has been the same
my heart is crying out
tears pouring like rain
look into my eyes
so cold and empty
now feel my pain
as I sit here
and I lay these flowers
upon your grave
Ever since you left
nothing has been the same
I miss you
I'm feeling so helpless
not knowing what to do
because in my life
you are the only one
that I ever knew (who truly knew me)
I take a little walk
trying to ease up the pain
so many memories
just floods my brain
I take a look around
just to see if you are there
the ghost of your past  
seem to follow everywhere
People pointing at me
makes me feel so out of place
I try to hide the tears
with a smile on my face
Hey Girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
I can't shake this feeling
coming from my heart
It's ripping out my soul
and tearing me apart
The ghost of your past
seem to follow everywhere
I'm fighting a battle
with myself I'll never win
It's a sad day
such a sad way
you had to say goodbye
Oh God why
now feel my pain
hey girl
I just thought
I would take this time
and write you
and tell you what is on my mind
with these words
I try to capture how I feel inside
and bring to life
my universe of twilight saga to you
because if I don't
it will only get worse in time
there is so much on my mind
but I find it hard to say
what I want to say
NO What I MEAN
IS WHAT I NEED TO SAY
because it's forever in a day
my heart can't take
being without you,
my heart breaks...
I can't see you
but I know you are there
I can feel you though
because you are always here in my heart.

Your love is like a melody
singing in my heart
You are my everything girl
I keep you in my thoughts
You become a part of me
and part of me is you
Together as one we felt the pain
but we made it through
As I'm laying in your arms
I can hear your heart beat
The rhythm that it's playing
sounds so sweet
It's you n me
who wrote this story
how we came to be
me finding you
and you finding me
baby the stars aien't as far
as they seem
if we reach out keep believing
because when you wish upon one
it's in our hearts where we hold our dreams
have you ever met somebody
not just anybody but someone
the only explanation it had to be a miracle
for what they done
because deep inside
where you kept all those emotions
and feelings tightly bound
you can feel those walls start to shatter
around your heart
as those walls come tumbling down
what you found was unimaginable just incredible
that somebody who you just met is so special
touching you with a feeling
so beautiful and unforgettable
and baby..... that was you
That sparkle in your eye
looking so sweet
knock me off my feet
when you are hugging and kissing me
ain't no other who can compete
I can't even find the words to express
what is you do to me
If the world ends
my love will live for eternity
Always forever I will be by your side
Buckle up baby because it's going to be a long ride
Tonight is the night
I want to make it right
and forever starts tonight