Hoping, grasping, waiting,
For you,
I lie here,
Heavy,
Only for you.

Waiting, missing, longing,
For you,
I cry here,
Calling,
Only for you.

Longing, fighting, staying,
For you,
I'd die here,
Alone,
Only for you.

Staying, loving, changing,
For you,
I'm fine here,
Happy,
I'm with you.

Cool stream trickles, tinkles by,
Dappled sunlight through the trees,
Oak, Ash, Silver Birch and Pine.
Tiny silver fishes swimming
The water giggles and rushes,
down the great mountainside,
I am calm.

The earth is damp and sweet,
The air full of birdsong and bluebells' scent.
I listen, I hear, I howl at the sun.
Clovers and daisies surround me,
And on the pebble bank, beach,
The soft rounded stones are warm.
They comfort me.

Hatred a fire burning fast.
Love an ember quick to pass.
Hold out. Listen to the grey sky and
The shivering wind, on the day I die,
Nothing more shall last.
Listen to the hungry past.
Haunting forever, the moonlight is gone,
Pale dawn approaches. Be Quiet.
I am lost.