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Tell me who I am to you and beg my thoughts again
So I can rest assured this time that truth will never bend
I am not clay for you to mold or mix with what you will
Diluted into something you can neither hold nor spill
The substance of my flesh decays, corruptible indeed
But soil only brings to life my neatly planted seed
With shell intact I bare the weight you've placed upon my ground
Finding rest inside a world you've neither sought nor found
And were I to defend myself, respond to what you've said
The words I'd speak with tainted tongue would fall upon my head
A guillotine to execute, suspended thoughts the blade
My recompense - the blood I shed for what it is we've made
 Feb 2013 Jay Jimenez
Marigold
I realised why she walked so slow,
She never wanted to get anywhere.
And now I realise why you rush on past,
You never want to end up back where you were.

You fear that upon slowing down
The past would catch up to you,
Panting and hanging his head low,
Saying "It's taken me forever to find you!"
And you'd reply "Forever went too quickly."

If you keep walking in a straight line,
Holding up your head,
Eyes facing forward,
Arms swinging to keep up your pace,
And mind preoccupied by passing cars,
You won't end up back there.

Unless it's all a circle,
An unending loop,
And the faster you stride ahead,
The sooner you'll reach your end.
 Feb 2013 Jay Jimenez
Ayaba Babe
I am the most beautiful person I know,
and I surround myself with  hearts equally as beautiful.
We embrace this beautiful gift called life, encouraging our souls to take flight so that we can make this journey the most meaningful.
We are reminded of just how far we've come when we take the time to rest out wings and listen to the ring of our heartbeat.
It is most inspiring.
 Feb 2013 Jay Jimenez
JM
Fuck Guilt
 Feb 2013 Jay Jimenez
JM
Coffee and **** rips.
What a delightful breakfast.
I should eat, also.
while I sat pondering in my own garden  
the moon's silent silver rays called upon me
a voice in the breeze danced among tall grass
whispering and urging me to play
I lay back and let the willow wish me

tickled
bemused
silenced


I schemed a star streak across the sky
then many more after its first spark
it rained on me celestial crystals

all at once, the wishes of the my eternal youth
rushed forward in play and desire and dream
play screamed
desire rolled
and dream gleamed


I found myself uplifted in the dark blue sky
floating in your dream wave
tossed in your delightful currents
resting in your warm soul

if a fool ever crossed my path
a presence he'd never known or seen
it would be mine
before another's
that he'd bear
and indulge
before straying
it's pulling
and pulling




I breathe your fire
I burn in your gaze
I dance for you
oh don't you know
I dance for you
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I had to post this, though it's one of my oldest...
This one is dedicated to my 17yr old self
REMEMBER all those renowned generations,
They left their bodies to fatten the wolves,
They left their homesteads to fatten the foxes,
Fled to far countries, or sheltered themselves
In cavern, crevice, or hole,
Defending Ireland's soul.
Be still, be still, what can be said?
My father sang that song,
But time amends old wrong,
All that is finished, let it fade.
Remember all those renowned generations,
Remember all that have sunk in their blood,
Remember all that have died on the scaffold,
Remember all that have fled, that have stood,
Stood, took death like a tune
On an old,tambourine.
Be still, be still, what can be said?
My father sang that song,
But time amends old wrong,
And all that's finished, let it fade.
Fail, and that history turns into *******,
All that great past to a trouble of fools;
Those that come after shall mock at O'Donnell,
Mock at the memory of both O'Neills,
Mock Emmet, mock Parnell,
All the renown that fell.
Be still, be still, what can be said?
My father sang that song,
but time amends old wrong,
And all that's finished, let it fade.
The soldier takes pride in saluting his Captain,
The devotee proffers a knee to his Lord,
Some back a mare thrown from a thoroughbred,,
Troy backed its Helen; Troy died and adored;
Great nations blossom above;
A slave bows down to a slave.
What marches through the mountain pass?
No, no, my son, not yet;
That is an airy spot,
And no man knows what treads the grass.
We know what rascal might has defiled,
The lofty innocence that it has slain,
Were we not born in the peasant's cot
Where men forgive if the belly gain?
More dread the life that we live,
How can the mind forgive?
What marches down the mountain pass?
No, no, my son, not yet;
That is an airy spot,
And no man knows what treads the grass.
What if there's nothing up there at the top?
Where are the captains that govern mankind?
What tears down a tree that has nothing within it?
A blast of the wind, O a marching wind,
March wind, and any old tune.
March, march, and how does it run?
What marches down the mountain pass?
No, no, my son, not yet;
That is an airy spot,
And no man knows what treads the grass.

III
Grandfather sang it under the gallows:
"Hear, gentlemen, ladies, and all mankind:
Money is good and a girl might be better,
But good strong blows are delights to the mind.'
There, standing on the cart,
He sang it from his heart.
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"A girl I had, but she followed another,
Money I had, and it went in the night,
Strong drink I had, and it brought me to sorrow,
But a good strong cause and blows are delight.'
All there caught up the tune:
"Oh, on, my darling man.'
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Robbers had taken his old tambourine.
"Money is good and a girl might be better,
No matter what happens and who takes the fall,
But a good strong cause' -- the rope gave a **** there,
No more sang he, for his throat was too small;
But he kicked before he died,
He did it out of pride.
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Life.
In my eighteen years of it I have leaned a few things.
Music.
Will heal my soul every time and anytime.
No matter how much my heart is broken, how much my soul is wounded
Music will heal, music will revive, and with music I will survive.
Friends.
Will keep me sane when nothing else can.
Even if they have hurt me before
When all things considered I couldn’t ask for more in any of them
Pain.
It is part of life.
Without it, you will never appreciate all the good there is in the world.
Pain will always find you, when you expect it too, and when you don’t
It is how you deal with pain that constructs you as a person.
Loss.
One cannot truly appreciate what they have until it is no longer with them
When things seem to be completely lost, they are not always lost
Sometimes you simply have to look in a new place,
By some greater power they have been moved.
Sometimes from one actual place to another, and sometimes
From your everyday life, to your heart and though it seems they are lost
If you look deep enough, you will find them, where they really belonged all along
Family.
You cannot control them. You cannot choose them.
To have family is to be blessed with something that will never be apart from you
No matter how many miles you put between them and yourself they are always with you
Choice.
Every minute of every day you will face something that requires a choice.
Follow your heart, follow your soul, follow your head, follow advice
Follow what you will, but the remember the choice is yours always.
Love.
Will find you eventually.
A heart is a useless tool if it is not used to its fullest potential.
Part of this is love. Let your guard down and it will find you.
When it does, jump in feet first and never look back.
Death.
Is as much a part of life as living is.
There is life before death, there is life after death.
For the deceased, and for those who survived.
Parting advice for those who have believed me so far.
Find something everyday that makes your simply being alive having a life.
A song.
A friend.
A pain.
A loss.
A family member.
A choice.
A love.
A goodbye.
 Jan 2013 Jay Jimenez
Amanda Jean
At the intersection of inspiration and enlightenment
That is where I find myself
Self discovery
A journey
Not a destination
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