I took a pass on how risky love was,
and take the easy road
that was laid upon me...
Then I realize
i miss some chances
on happiness
just to
shape-up a future
that will always be uncertain...
Sometimes I think I made the wrong choices, just to made myself better, ready and stable to someone, only to end up being afraid to love someone, afraid that I might not be good enough, afraid if someone see my flaws they will just leave me heartbroken. Now I am just used to being alone, not wanting to take charge on love, thinking that it is not really meant for me, or nobody would...