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iwillwaitforyou Apr 2015
Its been nearly a year since I last seen you
iwillwaitforyou May 2014
when i was younger i realized i couldn't swim deeper into the pool
I was curious
I wanted to know what was there

when i was 14 i realized i wanted to swim in you
in your mind
in your heart

Then i realized, how much curiosity hurts
And the deeper i got

I could taste your salty taste in my mouth
Instead of having the water all around me
It was you, your hands, your body...

when i was 14
I realized you were drowning me
iwillwaitforyou May 2014
I can still remember
how i started to tremble
My teeth snapped and unsnapped
along with my hands
fist; unfist

My eyes would gleam
my lips would become red
as would my checks
My heart would pound out of my chest

All because of the message you sent
iwillwaitforyou Jun 2014
I love it so very much
iwillwaitforyou May 2014
2:55
You told me you loved me after endless hours in your sheets with you in between my thighs
2:56
You dropped me off at my house, before you let me out of the car you grabbed my neck and kissed me-I was completely breathless
2:57
You drove out of my driveway, i walked into my house, giddy, never before had i been this alive
2:58
when i signed onto Facebook and seen what you had said about your girlfriend "I love her, She's my everything"
2:59
The giddiness and the alive feeling was long gone now, and the sorrow and pain was like dry swallowing a pill, my throat was tight, my eyes were filling up with tears.... I ran to take a shower hoping to get you off of me
Scrub.Scrub.Scrub nothing worked you were still here
3:00
I'm laying in bed, apologizing to my pillow for soaking it with my tears...
3:01
ding
Looking at my phone and seeing that it was a message from you
"hey love, i really enjoyed today ;) i love you"

*I love you too
iwillwaitforyou May 2014
I want someone who wants me, who thinks of me and smile's like i made all there dreams come true
iwillwaitforyou May 2014
I wanted to know what your lips felt like
I wanted to know what your hips felt like
I wanted to know how good you'd feel pressed up against me
I wanted to see in the morning with the sun peeking through your windows and onto your face
I wanted to know what your deepest darkest fears are
How you cry
How you scream
What you do when your alone
I want to know your mind
I want to know your heart more than i want to know mine

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