I'm sorry I romanticized pulling you into my riptides. I had no right asking you down into my pit to hold me. You just felt like rain I wanted to feel kiss my face for a lifetime. But I had no right. I had no right.
Now I know, It's hard to fathom, Love, But when you know, You crave it, Always thinking of, Her, Flashbacks happen, Nice memories, Fleeting in and out, *Still
i drank she smiled i talked we sank i paused she spoke but then she waned the times she feigned you say we sat i thought we stood you glance i smoke we read drink tea touch skin bare bone and then go home and fall with sleep to night