DarkDepriment

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

Mental

But god, the bad things are much more seductive

I mean this to be existent to every fiber of my being that doing bad things spark a wonderful fire in me.

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

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Forgive me for I have loved so many
I forgot the most important
Which was myself.

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

Him at 4am

You should be afraid to loose me
Because I know the real you
The one who kept me awake till 4am crying your eyes out
Then you told me you were embarrassed
You said: guys don't do that

You can't let me go.

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

Bad Day

Laughter fills my ears and I feel the burst of energy from the crowd of friends walking past me

They horse play and joke around without a care in the world
They bring me back to my old high school memories
Girls and boys together
Best friends having the times of there lives
Of course I've had my friends too but I always felt like I've been with the wrong people

So they live carelessly not even knowing that they place me in a dark place wondering why I've tried and tried but always terribly failed to fit in.

My tears are threatening to stain my face.

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

This thing called "Love"

Everyone told me it feels so good
But no one said it would hurt so terribly bad

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

A kiss

I want you to kiss your love into me.

It's been way to long since I've felt a kiss. But I don't want just an ordinary kiss. I want a kiss so exhilarating and So unforgettable that it'll have me thinking it was my first Kiss.

#love #kiss #lips #me #memory

DarkDepriment Aug 2014

8/5/14 "Hope"

Hoping you notice me
Hoping I got your attention

His car is parked in front of my house, his family lives a few doors down from me. He looks at me, but has yet to let words slips through his mouth. Patiently waiting. I'm so hoping that I didn't get my hopes up for nothing.