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 Aug 2019 youcancallmesierra
Bird
You
You
You feel the inner restlessness
You feel the throb
A long-term
Pain
You feel the beads of sweat on your forehead
They feel hot
You feel the effect
You feel that the tablet finds its destination
You think the pain is gone.
But only briefly
Tomorrow is back and you are waiting for her.
The painkiller
don't have a moment to think
I just want to think
I want to cry
I want to scream
I miss the city
I miss being alone
I don't have privacy
I'm not independent
a moment
a day
I'd like it if you went away
I'll be taking the long way home
I can't sleep
the moon fell away
sleepy eyes
I almost cried
you don't understand
it's better to be alone
than living with a ghost
I kept to myself
waiting
for you to leave
let's create the perfect goodbye
I never want to wake up again
if the sun kisses me good morning
I'll never be free
the moon fell away
I ran behind
to far away
I'll never catch up
I won't cry
it's better to be alone
than with someone you loved
leave me alone
somedays I just want to feel it all
touch me
like the way I am
broken

speak
only the things
I want to see

peel off your skin
I want to see under
the layers

I'm dancing in this heat
will you come
and pull me closer

tell me no
I hear your footsteps
closer
pull me down

where no one can see us
how will I forget the image of your skin
mold it against mine

we sweat
we laugh
we shiver

hold me
I'll promise you the world
I speak
everything you want to see
when the clouds bleed red
I cry blue

give me the world
in exchange for my soul

shush child
don't speak of the devil in this household

closed my head
my youth poured down my chin
out my nose

a vicious cycle
among spirits who don't believe in his tongue

the shadows by the window taught me
I believe in his truth

forfeit my soul
hallelujah
all praise
the hungry green-eyed triangle

I have all the good in my heart
now the world is mine
I'm afraid
you answer the call
I send a cold message

I'm a big baby
please don't raise your voice at me
I look away
far from the rage in your eyes

I'm happysad
happy you've reached the possibilities
sad you're doing nothing

cold messages
excessive tears
I'd give you all my thoughts
know how I feel

calling
calling
don't tell me

cross the invisible line
my ghost follows behind
make a wish
let the coin touch your lips
reach far
hear it splash
watch it drown
the gods will hear you out

you looked so hopeful
I ate all the happiness
you're so blue
you don't like darkness

I'm your last sacrifice
make your wish
kiss my cheek
slipping away
I'll take the dive
watch me drown
the gods hear me now
I love you
never going to tell you

distant
soundless
I love yous

she doesn't have to know
I dream of you
walking in
it's small little things

Slipping away
longing for you to stay
I can't look at you
bite my tongue
I don't show
I never tell

If I spill my darkest secret to you
will you keep it
take it
into the melting moon
chase the night
before dawn blooms
feels like I'm loving you forever

Death
so small

all this love
so heavy

I can't die
without it

I won't die
now that I have it

feels like I'll love you forever
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