I should have told you but I didn't do.
I kept my senses closed and unseen,
Though I see with clearest glasses,
But I just said ambiguous thoughts.
The thoughts I treasured in these four corners.
The choice of listening than talking,
The choice that taught me a lot.
All the disguise and secrets of life,
All from others' perspective.
Though numerous I learned,
Owns thoughts were forbidden.
Nothing for the world to know,
Nothing for one to realize.

I should have told you but I didn't do
From the stentorian shouts of my ego,
To the clamorous whispers of my heart.
The tectonic regret of my whole being.

I hollered silence as I said to my self,
*I should have told you but I didn't do.