I miss him.
I can't miss him.
But I really really do miss him.
I like him.
He doesn't like me.
But I really really do hope he likes me.
I like his touches.
I shouldn't like his touches.
But I really really want more of his touches.
I like his kiss.
I shouldn't like his kiss.
But I really really wanted more of his kisses.
I want him.
I can't have him.
But I really really do want him.
I wait for him.
I shouldn't wait for him.
But...
Maybe...
He will miss me.
He will like me.
He will like my touches.
He will like my kisses.
He will want...
Me.

I'm sad.
I'm sad because I'm lonely.
I'm lonely because no one is in love with me.
No one is in love with me because they said I'm not in love with myself.
I'm not in love with myself because of no one is in love with me.
No one is in love with me because I'm lonely.
I'm lonely because I'm sad.
I'm sad.

You told me you loved me.
You promised me not to leave me.
You promised only fate can separate us.
But,
Why do you love someone else but not me??
Why do you leave me?
Why you broke your promises?
You've said many times that I'm the only girl you ever loved this deep.
Why don't you chose me if you love me that much?
I know I can't push you to choose between me or religion.
but I really hope you choose me. Please choose me.. Please come back.
I can't hold this anymore. I miss you so much.
Please let her go and come back.
Come back to me.