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 Nov 2015 Huzaifa Anwar
Helen
I wanted to write about
all of the emotions
that sit inside
my un beating chest
but perhaps I'll sit still
and ponder the demotion
of the feeling they have left

Because we don't always get
what we're asking for
and even if we are left
looking for more

We wander beside
a wordsmith
begging for his left overs
even though we don't know
exactly why we crave it

I'll just ask this?
What are we writing for?


See, because we like to fight
and the words don't
come out right
It leaves one of us
laying, on the floor

those upon the floor
see the cracks
we'd like to pour
our angst
into the ground
We're the ones
that miss all the fun
whilst laying down


So, hopefully you'll remember this
sitting on the bed,
even with your legs spread
I wasn't standing in between
your text message
to your next squeeze

I'm just going to be
mistakes you can't erase
*so easily
 Oct 2015 Huzaifa Anwar
Helen
I've spent a lifetime
suggesting solutions to others
to ensure their happiness
even though my suggested solutions
mean more heartache for me.
Just once,
I'd like someone to repay
back my kindness
so I don't have to live constantly
with the repercussions
of another's found happiness
*because it's rarely
happy for me
 Sep 2015 Huzaifa Anwar
Helen
Life kicked me
in the teeth
and gave me
a black eye
I grinned back
with a ****** smile
and winked
my good eye
 Sep 2015 Huzaifa Anwar
Helen
Many moons ago
In a simpler time
They danced in this ballroom
To music sublime
Stepping out in their finest
Dipping and swaying
Longing and touching to
The sweetest music playing
Lost in each others eyes
As they moved as one
Two halves of one soul
Since time had begun
But now the music is fading
And she’s turning to mist
Time is returning
This dance was on his list
Alone in the ballroom
Lost in the romance
The lonely old widower
Has his last dance

24/07/2010
 Aug 2015 Huzaifa Anwar
Earl Jane



When I saw you crying,

My heart was crushed into smithereens,

Your sobs reverberated into my world,

And gives the most disconsolate euphony within me,





All I ever desire,

Is for you to be happy,






Oh how I really wanted to hug you,

Comfort you and wipe away all those tears from your eyes,






But I knew we are far from each other,






So let my genuine love enclasp you,

And give you the best console.








with love <3





© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.
For Brandon <3

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