One day all my hurt will be forgotten.
I will cease to remember the tears that fell, the gasping sobs.
One day I will raise my head towards the sunlight and forget the darkness.
But right now.
In this infinite moment.
This never ending season.
Right now the hurt lives in me.
The darkness surrounds me and the emptiness fills me and overflows.
In this big, small moment I am hurt and alone and maybe a little afraid.
But one day, I won't be.