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Samm Marie Aug 2017
The sun will always set
--Even when you wish
It wouldn't leave--
To prepare
Tomorrow
Samm Marie Aug 2017
Go

And so it was

I said,

I promise

And my heart was permanently bound

I said,

I will never*

And I still haven't
Samm Marie Aug 2017
We are all our own God
And that is why we
Choose to not assign ourselves
To any one religion

Our bodies are our temples
Intended to reconnect us
With our innermost pure self
And most of us treat them like ****

We are all perfect
We just need to remember
How to better reflect
Our holiness

As of this moment I swear
To love myself fearlessly
To eat healthier
To breathe deeper
To think kinder
To drink safer
To be authentic

I swear to treat myself
As though I am God
And I swear to respect everyone
As though they were God too
Samm Marie Aug 2017
5AM Wake Up grab the workout clothes, ***, drink water
505AM Meditate inhale...2...3...exhale...2...3...repeat
520AM Run like you've never run before like you're getting away from him
540AM Shower the colder the better inhale...4...5...exhale...4...5...
6AM Breakfast gotta eat something anorexia won't fix anything
615AM Read inhale...6...7...exhale...6...7...repeat
625AM Leave it's only school you like school
730AM School just a few hours of bliss inhale...8...9...exhale...8...9...
230PM Homework 20 minutes a subject, a day minimum
3PM Snack remember to drink more water don't throw it up
430PM Run run harder remember to breathe
5PM Shower it's okay to be a little warm tears can fall here
630PM Dinner you know the time shifts eat up
7PM America's Favorite Hour work your mind give your heart a pause
8PM Bedtime ***, brush teeth, more water
10PM Fall asleep the insomnia is hard *the depression is worse
I know that there are a lot of good habits in here, I also know that the italicized is also a bit worrisome and bad. This is my current state of being. I'm working on becoming better
Samm Marie Aug 2017
I couldn't fully love anyone
Because I'd never loved myself
Samm Marie Aug 2017
You thought I was the tide tickling your toes
*
You forgot to look beyond yourself again
Samm Marie Aug 2017
I don't use words
I don't use logic
I don't use syntax
I don't use diction
I don't use literary devices
I don't use grammar

I use emotions
I use events
I use senses
I use mind
I use heart
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