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kain Nov 2021
You are my dummy
But not as in a mannequin
Or a toy
Or a punching bag

You are my dummy
As in I think you are dumb
Because you hurt yourself too often playing sports
And you make me explain big words and slang to you
You watch professional football
And sing songs when you're out fishing
With your friends
You sleep in late and text me halfway through first period
I think about kissing you often

You are my dummy
As in you are mine
You send me pictures of your face
We talk every day
It's been almost a month and
Every day you are mine
Every day we say good morning and good night
We send each other hearts
I think about being against your chest
And knowing you are mine
I'm writing poems about someone again.
  Aug 2021 kain
Sofie
think only of me
look only at me
kain Jun 2021
Faded eyeliner
Empty monster cans
Tears unspilled
Clouding up my vision
While everyone in class
Laughs around me
Hip hop songs about suicide
And dark trap about death
Clothes strewn across my floor
Bed left unmade
Uncomfortable classroom chairs
Flannels and sweats
Big hoodies and pajama pants
Dyed hair with the roots growing in
Fingers torn and ripped to ****
Eyeshadow on my arm
Masquerading as bruises
Bad skin and dark circles
Gently faded scars
That's my new aesthetic
The face of resenting you
kain Jun 2021
You're an *******
Why did you have to lie
When you held my hand
Did you know it would end soon
Did you have plans of how to break it to me
Instead of plans to break it to them
Why did you agree to tell our friends
Maybe you knew how they'd react
Maybe you wanted an easy excuse
I don't know
It doesn't add up
Either way
Get ******
kain Jun 2021
Ever think about that quote,
"Real eyes realize real lies"
?

I guess my eyes are fake then
Because I never saw this coming
this is absolute garbage
  Jun 2021 kain
Tyler
Watching Ridle Baku takes me back
To cobblestone streets
Strangers speaking in mysterious, angry accents
Asking, “bist du Amerikaner?”
Ja.
A few blocks separated us,
A chain and barbed wire fence
And MP’s wielding machine guns
But on Saturday’s my parents took me out to the market
And I wonder if we ever passed by each other
Two children in the same city
The city was yours, is yours.
I was just a tenant.
Standing in ancient shadows.
I never knew Arizona didn’t have castles
Until I left, and I missed them.
I got a Mainz 05 scarf when I was 18.
A year before I watched you play for them,
And score against Leipzig.
And the city cheered.
Your city cheered.
And all at once I realized how much I loved Mainz
And how badly I wanted to call Mainz home.
How badly I wanted the city I grew up in to feel like home.
  May 2021 kain
eileen
I'm liar

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you

so much

I hate the way
we're so separated

breaks my tiny heart

you're still so beautiful

your smile is worth gold

don't do what you're told

I'm wondering

if you miss me too

I think you do

maybe that hurts me a little more than it should
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